The stars are far away
Saturday, February 26, 2005
An ecouraging hymn
I am so glad that our Father in heav'n
Tells of His love in the book He has giv'n;
Wonderful things in the Bible I see:
This is the dearest, that Jesus loves me.
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
Though i forget Him and wander away,
Still He doth love me wherever i stray;
Back to His dear loving arms would i flee,
When i remember that Jesus loves me.
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
Oh, if there's only one song i can sing,
When in His beauty i see the Great King,
This shall my song in eternity be:
"Oh, what a wonder that Jesus loves me."
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
¶ 10:29 PM
Tells of His love in the book He has giv'n;
Wonderful things in the Bible I see:
This is the dearest, that Jesus loves me.
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
Though i forget Him and wander away,
Still He doth love me wherever i stray;
Back to His dear loving arms would i flee,
When i remember that Jesus loves me.
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
Oh, if there's only one song i can sing,
When in His beauty i see the Great King,
This shall my song in eternity be:
"Oh, what a wonder that Jesus loves me."
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me;
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.
¶ 10:29 PM
Friday, February 25, 2005
A long entry
A word of advice to those who are reading this entry: This entry is a little whiny so beware. =x This is a typical bimbotic entry =D
I was comtemplating if i should be a bad girl and skip school today but after i asked around, i realised that almost everyone in my class is going to school so yep, i went to school today but..There's a twist to it =x I left school at 10.20pm =D *beams* I felt like an adventurer risking my life to get out of the tower muahaha.
I came to school really early today because my parents woke up early ( they are in charge of waking me up ). Hence i reached school before seven and the school was so quiet !!! Like only a few living souls were sitting in the courtyard. Fortunately i spotted Si Hui with her friends and went over to talk to her. Phew~ Anyway we were sitting near a any hole or something. Ants infestation ! They "molested" me okay. They went up my shorts and were biting me. It was a little painful and irritating =( ! I jumped up and told Si Hui i'm going over to the area where our class usually sits, away from the ants. Haha so we all went over away from all the ants. Boy, what a way to start the day. Anyway these few days, he has been coming to school rather late so i didn't manage to catch him during morning assembly. He appears in front on me in the wierdest places. *ponders*
Mr Gay was so cute today okay. He gave all of us a big shock !!!!!!!!!!!! Like wah kind of stuff ! He wore the usual shirt and pants but today he didn't use any belt, instead he had the 2 hook thingy ( anyone know what it is called? ) across the shirt. Cute okay ! Very funny ! He is such a darling ! He was sick yesterday maybe the fever burnt his brain ? =x Haha any Mr Gay is attached !!!!!!! *screams* gossip gossip. His girlfriend is in the medical line, its so romantic. I feel so happy for him =D I think he will make a really sensitive and lovely husband in the future. He taught a little for the first 15 mins and after constant bugging from us, he decided to talk about the O's instead. Hee hee we rock man ! We are good at manipulating teachers. Some of my classmates are interested in Nanyang Jc and they have really good and dedicated history teachers in Nanyang Jc ( according to Mr Gay ).
I saw him after history as i went for chinese. I kind of know which classroom he is in without needing to find out the schedule =x. He always appears at the same time, same place.
Another wierd thing that happened was during Chinese lesson. Jeshua was also really sweet during Chinese lesson. I don't usually talk to Jeshua ( the guy with the killer smile ) but because i was fooling around with Cindy today while trying to peek at him, I had to settle with sitting beside Jeshua. Haha not that its a bad thing okay ! I had lots of fun sitting beside him. He is very amusing 0kay. Firstly he is not the chinese type. He simply hates chinese but guess what he is interested in the China war history. He knows more about Romance of the three Kingdom than i do okay. He can tell me all the kings of the different era *claps claps*. I was so surprised okay. We were talking so much that Mr Oh had to tell us to keep quiet =x. Oh well, something new i learnt about Jeshua. He's really sweet and nice to talk to. He makes all sorts of funny jokes and laughs in the funniest way. Deng Deng. Mr Oh came to ask about my bag while we were doing this short assignment. He was surprised that such a plain school bag like mine was so costly. oOps, extravagent !
Next after chinese was Economics lecture which Hairianto and the rest wanted to skip. I was determined to go because of him haha in the end i dragged the whole bunch of them in even though we were like 15 mins late. I don't care -sticks tongue out- You know what, he has orange glasses. Very odd colour don't you agree? But oh well, it suits him haha =x I like this particular Econs lecturer who was giving the lecture today. He has the charisma and he is really good at helping us to absorb the theory.
Here comes the interesting part ! After Economics we decided to leave school while is forbidden. By right, we were only supposed to leave school after 12.50pm but by left, we left at 10.20am. Hui Chun, Nicole, Xinling and me decided to visit K box instead =x haha. Deng Deng Deng. I saw him in the canteen before that, then i went to find something which i misplaced and when i walked out of the classroom, he was upstairs, looking down. *Beams* I thought he was in the canteen. He is just so adorable. I'm thinking about his orange glasses again =x Alright back to the point, we decided to go to K box after Econs Lecture. Deng deng~ This was when the perilous journey began. We were successful and managed to get out of school. Then while we were walking to the bus stop, 81 came and we ran after the bus. Do you know one thing which i hate most. Yes, you got that right. I don't like running after buses ! (>_<) Anyway we managed to board the bus whee hee ~ Its temasek sec's cross country today hence i saw lots of temasekian at tampines mall. Nostalgic =(. Anyway we reached K box at 10.20am and were the second to wait for K box to open. There were 2 girls who were smoking outside k box, the typical Ah lian type. It was so freaky ! Then Nicole ( Geek no 2 ) who is actually also a Ah lian but refuses to admit it, kept staring at them. Deng ~ So scary ! Anyway i can't stand those Aunties waiting outside the k box. They dress so skimpily, short skirts, tight fitting tops and they are so so so so so KIASA, no further elaboration needed ya *beams*. The K Box in tampines provides really lousy service. We wanted k lunch and we were like the first few costumers of the day and guess what they said " Sorry, we finished selling it. " ermz..right~ (-_-")
Anyway we decided to go another day and slack in burger king instead since Bk was having this student price thingy haha. Xinling was so excited about it okay. Very cute ~ haha then Yasmeen, Siva, Jeshua, Amie, Sihui joined us later which was pretty sweet. I had fun seeing them mingle with us =D. Talked about Celiana to Yasmeen and Sihui ( both from Sac pri). Yasmeen is like so adorable okay, she was so excited about the topic and reminded me constantly to ask Cel if she remembers her. Her expression was just muahahaha funny lalala~. We went shopping later on and did the usual girly stuff. Hui chun and me went to take trading cards. I'm going to miss her if we go to diff Jcs or something. Taking the photo makes me feel sad. It turned out so nice.
3pm was up and i went back for badminton. Super Slacky today because the training would be ending at 4.30pm due to the parent meet teacher session. Once again we bullied Edwin and did only one round around the track for warm ups. (Slackers) !!! We were more excited about playing. *jumps around* However the training ended at 7.30pm instead because no one was there to chase us away muahaha. (unlike the usual trainings) Anyway i'm really impressed with your courage. Your courage to take the first iniatives to ask for her number, to talk to her and to ask her out for dinner. Its like a wake up call for me. You pursue what you like. You don't just sit and do nothing. I admire your courage. You know who you are. =p Just thought i let you know its really sweet.
Anyway tada, that was friday for you.
¶ 9:02 PM
I was comtemplating if i should be a bad girl and skip school today but after i asked around, i realised that almost everyone in my class is going to school so yep, i went to school today but..There's a twist to it =x I left school at 10.20pm =D *beams* I felt like an adventurer risking my life to get out of the tower muahaha.
I came to school really early today because my parents woke up early ( they are in charge of waking me up ). Hence i reached school before seven and the school was so quiet !!! Like only a few living souls were sitting in the courtyard. Fortunately i spotted Si Hui with her friends and went over to talk to her. Phew~ Anyway we were sitting near a any hole or something. Ants infestation ! They "molested" me okay. They went up my shorts and were biting me. It was a little painful and irritating =( ! I jumped up and told Si Hui i'm going over to the area where our class usually sits, away from the ants. Haha so we all went over away from all the ants. Boy, what a way to start the day. Anyway these few days, he has been coming to school rather late so i didn't manage to catch him during morning assembly. He appears in front on me in the wierdest places. *ponders*
Mr Gay was so cute today okay. He gave all of us a big shock !!!!!!!!!!!! Like wah kind of stuff ! He wore the usual shirt and pants but today he didn't use any belt, instead he had the 2 hook thingy ( anyone know what it is called? ) across the shirt. Cute okay ! Very funny ! He is such a darling ! He was sick yesterday maybe the fever burnt his brain ? =x Haha any Mr Gay is attached !!!!!!! *screams* gossip gossip. His girlfriend is in the medical line, its so romantic. I feel so happy for him =D I think he will make a really sensitive and lovely husband in the future. He taught a little for the first 15 mins and after constant bugging from us, he decided to talk about the O's instead. Hee hee we rock man ! We are good at manipulating teachers. Some of my classmates are interested in Nanyang Jc and they have really good and dedicated history teachers in Nanyang Jc ( according to Mr Gay ).
I saw him after history as i went for chinese. I kind of know which classroom he is in without needing to find out the schedule =x. He always appears at the same time, same place.
Another wierd thing that happened was during Chinese lesson. Jeshua was also really sweet during Chinese lesson. I don't usually talk to Jeshua ( the guy with the killer smile ) but because i was fooling around with Cindy today while trying to peek at him, I had to settle with sitting beside Jeshua. Haha not that its a bad thing okay ! I had lots of fun sitting beside him. He is very amusing 0kay. Firstly he is not the chinese type. He simply hates chinese but guess what he is interested in the China war history. He knows more about Romance of the three Kingdom than i do okay. He can tell me all the kings of the different era *claps claps*. I was so surprised okay. We were talking so much that Mr Oh had to tell us to keep quiet =x. Oh well, something new i learnt about Jeshua. He's really sweet and nice to talk to. He makes all sorts of funny jokes and laughs in the funniest way. Deng Deng. Mr Oh came to ask about my bag while we were doing this short assignment. He was surprised that such a plain school bag like mine was so costly. oOps, extravagent !
Next after chinese was Economics lecture which Hairianto and the rest wanted to skip. I was determined to go because of him haha in the end i dragged the whole bunch of them in even though we were like 15 mins late. I don't care -sticks tongue out- You know what, he has orange glasses. Very odd colour don't you agree? But oh well, it suits him haha =x I like this particular Econs lecturer who was giving the lecture today. He has the charisma and he is really good at helping us to absorb the theory.
Here comes the interesting part ! After Economics we decided to leave school while is forbidden. By right, we were only supposed to leave school after 12.50pm but by left, we left at 10.20am. Hui Chun, Nicole, Xinling and me decided to visit K box instead =x haha. Deng Deng Deng. I saw him in the canteen before that, then i went to find something which i misplaced and when i walked out of the classroom, he was upstairs, looking down. *Beams* I thought he was in the canteen. He is just so adorable. I'm thinking about his orange glasses again =x Alright back to the point, we decided to go to K box after Econs Lecture. Deng deng~ This was when the perilous journey began. We were successful and managed to get out of school. Then while we were walking to the bus stop, 81 came and we ran after the bus. Do you know one thing which i hate most. Yes, you got that right. I don't like running after buses ! (>_<) Anyway we managed to board the bus whee hee ~ Its temasek sec's cross country today hence i saw lots of temasekian at tampines mall. Nostalgic =(. Anyway we reached K box at 10.20am and were the second to wait for K box to open. There were 2 girls who were smoking outside k box, the typical Ah lian type. It was so freaky ! Then Nicole ( Geek no 2 ) who is actually also a Ah lian but refuses to admit it, kept staring at them. Deng ~ So scary ! Anyway i can't stand those Aunties waiting outside the k box. They dress so skimpily, short skirts, tight fitting tops and they are so so so so so KIASA, no further elaboration needed ya *beams*. The K Box in tampines provides really lousy service. We wanted k lunch and we were like the first few costumers of the day and guess what they said " Sorry, we finished selling it. " ermz..right~ (-_-")
Anyway we decided to go another day and slack in burger king instead since Bk was having this student price thingy haha. Xinling was so excited about it okay. Very cute ~ haha then Yasmeen, Siva, Jeshua, Amie, Sihui joined us later which was pretty sweet. I had fun seeing them mingle with us =D. Talked about Celiana to Yasmeen and Sihui ( both from Sac pri). Yasmeen is like so adorable okay, she was so excited about the topic and reminded me constantly to ask Cel if she remembers her. Her expression was just muahahaha funny lalala~. We went shopping later on and did the usual girly stuff. Hui chun and me went to take trading cards. I'm going to miss her if we go to diff Jcs or something. Taking the photo makes me feel sad. It turned out so nice.
3pm was up and i went back for badminton. Super Slacky today because the training would be ending at 4.30pm due to the parent meet teacher session. Once again we bullied Edwin and did only one round around the track for warm ups. (Slackers) !!! We were more excited about playing. *jumps around* However the training ended at 7.30pm instead because no one was there to chase us away muahaha. (unlike the usual trainings) Anyway i'm really impressed with your courage. Your courage to take the first iniatives to ask for her number, to talk to her and to ask her out for dinner. Its like a wake up call for me. You pursue what you like. You don't just sit and do nothing. I admire your courage. You know who you are. =p Just thought i let you know its really sweet.
Anyway tada, that was friday for you.
¶ 9:02 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Praise the Lord !
" For i know the thoughts that i think towards you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and i will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart." Jeremiah 29:11-13
Praise the Lord for His glorious hope. I know the O's results will be released on Monday. Everyone is feeling really really nervous ya and it gets worse by the day. My friend told me this verse today and i felt that the Lord is there for me, why should i be worried so yep. I will trust in the Lord and no matter what i get for O's i will praise Him. =D so yep people just look up to the Lord and cast all your worries away, for He cares for you. ¶ 7:00 PM
Praise the Lord for His glorious hope. I know the O's results will be released on Monday. Everyone is feeling really really nervous ya and it gets worse by the day. My friend told me this verse today and i felt that the Lord is there for me, why should i be worried so yep. I will trust in the Lord and no matter what i get for O's i will praise Him. =D so yep people just look up to the Lord and cast all your worries away, for He cares for you. ¶ 7:00 PM
"Crush" by Mandy Moore
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me,
I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rushWhen I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...
I have a crush on you =D.
Hairianto said something today " How can you like someone when you don't even know him?" It reminds me of the past. It makes lots of sense yet it has been something i have been oblivious to for quite some time. Call me foolish or desperate but i don't know why.
¶ 6:32 PM
You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me,
I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rushWhen I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...
I have a crush on you =D.
Hairianto said something today " How can you like someone when you don't even know him?" It reminds me of the past. It makes lots of sense yet it has been something i have been oblivious to for quite some time. Call me foolish or desperate but i don't know why.
¶ 6:32 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
You =D
Thank you for giving me a reason to smile. You are the reason i look forward to school each day. You brighten my entire day without knowing it. You mean a lot to me. You are the reason why i don't fall asleep during Economics and Gp lectures because i simply stare at you and i can't stop laughing. Bet you didn't know that. You are the reason why i am motivated to play badminton. You are the last thing on my mind before i go to bed. Thank you for coming into my life.
Life recently has been really great. I guess i finally come to terms with my feelings and i'm glad. Not feeling paranoid like i used to be. Anyway school has been the same which is good cause its very entertaining. My Reynards picked on me today. I sat beside Hairianto today and Hairianto whispered something to me. I pointed to my head and asked him if he was thinking about something. Guess what, Mr Reynards had the biggest reaction in the world !!!!!! He was like " i feel so insulted, you looked at me then at him and you pointed to your head." He thought i was telling Hairianto that he is crazy. Dot dot dot. I'm like "huh?" Oh well. After school was fun man, the whole class was at the waffle shop (unintentionally) and we started to tell one another ghost stories about our sec school. It felt really nice and we were just laughing and screaming together. 05A02 rocks !!!! I hope we can stay in tpjc after JAE. Mr Dan talked to us about it and he was very honest with us. He asked us when will we be skipping school. Muahahah Mr Dan you know us so well. By the way my attendance so far has been perfect. That's a far cry from sec sch attendance haha =x Mr Dan was surprised when i told him i might be skipping school hee hee =x I love tpjc and all my friends there. I'm having so much fun. I really hope that everyone will stay though its very unlikely.
Yesterday Hairianto, Nicole, Xinling, HuiChun, Dian and me were entertaining ourselves after AO maths period cause we ended early and had lots of time in our hands. We ended up playing the number game first which Nicole got away with. She is so good that she did not even get caught once ! *unfair* We failed while trying to sabotage her. Then we played "seven up" which was pretty hilarious because Nicole couldn't really get it and she was like panicking. Muahahaha !!! Nicole~ haha then we had "Nine up" and " Eleven up" which was really silly and left everyone screaming. The worst had to be the colour game. We were practically lying on the table and luaghing till we cried. It was absolutely crazy. Nicole laughed until she cried so badly okay. I almost thought she was sad. =x haha fun fun fun !!!! People let's guess..What represents the colour Maroon..1 2 3 4 5, the answer is Maroon 5 ! Can you believe it..haha that's Nicole ingenious answer *beams* haha =x The rest of the class was equally crazy. They played truth or dare and the dare was DISGUSTING !!!!!!!!!!!! EwWWWwwWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even want to think about it..
If i only things would never change..if only you would stay.
¶ 8:25 PM
Life recently has been really great. I guess i finally come to terms with my feelings and i'm glad. Not feeling paranoid like i used to be. Anyway school has been the same which is good cause its very entertaining. My Reynards picked on me today. I sat beside Hairianto today and Hairianto whispered something to me. I pointed to my head and asked him if he was thinking about something. Guess what, Mr Reynards had the biggest reaction in the world !!!!!! He was like " i feel so insulted, you looked at me then at him and you pointed to your head." He thought i was telling Hairianto that he is crazy. Dot dot dot. I'm like "huh?" Oh well. After school was fun man, the whole class was at the waffle shop (unintentionally) and we started to tell one another ghost stories about our sec school. It felt really nice and we were just laughing and screaming together. 05A02 rocks !!!! I hope we can stay in tpjc after JAE. Mr Dan talked to us about it and he was very honest with us. He asked us when will we be skipping school. Muahahah Mr Dan you know us so well. By the way my attendance so far has been perfect. That's a far cry from sec sch attendance haha =x Mr Dan was surprised when i told him i might be skipping school hee hee =x I love tpjc and all my friends there. I'm having so much fun. I really hope that everyone will stay though its very unlikely.
Yesterday Hairianto, Nicole, Xinling, HuiChun, Dian and me were entertaining ourselves after AO maths period cause we ended early and had lots of time in our hands. We ended up playing the number game first which Nicole got away with. She is so good that she did not even get caught once ! *unfair* We failed while trying to sabotage her. Then we played "seven up" which was pretty hilarious because Nicole couldn't really get it and she was like panicking. Muahahaha !!! Nicole~ haha then we had "Nine up" and " Eleven up" which was really silly and left everyone screaming. The worst had to be the colour game. We were practically lying on the table and luaghing till we cried. It was absolutely crazy. Nicole laughed until she cried so badly okay. I almost thought she was sad. =x haha fun fun fun !!!! People let's guess..What represents the colour Maroon..1 2 3 4 5, the answer is Maroon 5 ! Can you believe it..haha that's Nicole ingenious answer *beams* haha =x The rest of the class was equally crazy. They played truth or dare and the dare was DISGUSTING !!!!!!!!!!!! EwWWWwwWW !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even want to think about it..
If i only things would never change..if only you would stay.
¶ 8:25 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
The Exorcist !
We watched The Exorcist and this mtv that is supposedly related to Gothic for Literature. We are so excited about it !!! Before the teacher started to play the film, we were already screaming our lungs out. Like what Ms Lee said " You guys are entertaining yourselves even before i show you the film " =x haha we were hysterical. The Exorcist was pretty disgusting and disturbing. A large portion of it being in a Blibical sense. Overall, it was fine. Surprising it was as scary as i thought. The mtv made the whole class want to puke man !! It was about transexuals. Ms Lee actually commented that the "transexual" was pretty. Hello, not that i'm being stereotype here but the transexual was not pretty. The whole class agreed. Its highly disturbing *goosepimples* The Exorcist was far better than the mtv (>_<"). Anyway this is one of the more interesting Literature class on Gothic. =x haha..
Anyway, i decided to get a Malay name for myself because everyone thinks that i'm either malay or mixed blood. Deng deng~ Even my history teacher thinks that i am malay after teaching me for approximately 2 months ! Mr Gay, i'm chinese sir haha. So here is my malay name, its Hanisa ~ =D
¶ 8:06 PM
Anyway, i decided to get a Malay name for myself because everyone thinks that i'm either malay or mixed blood. Deng deng~ Even my history teacher thinks that i am malay after teaching me for approximately 2 months ! Mr Gay, i'm chinese sir haha. So here is my malay name, its Hanisa ~ =D
¶ 8:06 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
=(
My mum told me a sad news during dinner time. A patient donated her kidney to her husband because he needed a kidney transplant. Everything went smoothly during the operation. It was a success ! However after 2 hours, the woman passed away. The cause of death is still unknown but my mum says it is most slightly internal bleeding. Life is so unpredictable. Sigh. She was only in her early thirties. I felt heartbroken when i heard about it. The stuff in the hospital doesn't know how to break the news to the husband who is recovering. How would he feel ? Self reproach ? Depressed ? Misery ? Its going to affect the process of healing no matter what. I don't know how to react. Its just so sad. The woman you love donates her kidney to you and you wake up to realise she died. Part of her is in your body. Sigh. Lord, i pray that you will remember this family dear Lord. Please give him the courage to carry on. Amen.
¶ 10:37 PM
A lovely day
I took part in my school library quiz today. It was so exciting !!! The representatives from the different classes were like running all over the library to look for the books. Needless to say, there were scheming people who tried to hide the books from the view of others. It was pretty noisy in there, not the typical quiet library. I was jumping around and laughing at how we panicked. We cheated a little ( just a little okay, crosses fingers ) and exchanged two, just two answers *smiles*. Who would have thought that library quiz could be so exciting too haha.
Badminton training was right after the quiz and it was fun x 100000000000 =D. Firstly, i forgot to cap my highlighter so it made a blob on my 4e3 class T-shirt. ( Boo Hoo ) i liked that T shirt so much. Anyway yup so my shirt had a yellow, luminous yellow patch at the corner. Phew~ it wasn't on some obscence place =x. I was pretty reluctant to wear it but the girls kept encouraging me to wear. Deng deng deng~ Guess what? I ended up training with the yellow luminous patch =D. Pretty embarassing.
During warm up, we bullied our senior and the guys in my group. Feminist man ! We were like " guys run 2 rounds, girls run 1 1/2 rounds. Very hot lar " haha like whee, girls rocks =x haha so crappy lor haha. Then the lao peh peh ( senior ) in our group came after that and we kept poking fun at him. I think i'm going to get it from him one of this days =x Training was tougher than usual though. Apart from the usual warm ups and footwork, we had a lobing test and then inter competition between groups. My group won..muahahaah !!! *hip hip hurray* It was a good game. I talked more to my seniors today so i'm quite happy =D
Then there was him. He broke and twisted his racket while playing with Alvin. Haha you guys should have seen the shape of the racket. Poor racket~ haha and the racket is like lighter than mine ( jealous ). Haha Avi and I thought that he twisted the racket while smashing the air. Erm..pretty silly but it looked like it haha =x Anyway he's really good at badminton *beams* hint hint. I think he's cute haha =x but very silly haha. He was so hungry that he ate a packet of fries in his bag, then he went to buy buns. One for him and he gave the other to Avi ( =( envy ). Even the teacher in charge questioned why he ate so much haha. Deng~ Then he and Alvin had nothing better to do and used squash racket to play badminton. Guess what, it worked okay. Avi and i were like amused. He is just cute~ Period haha. He went home with Avi though =( *jealous* ) (>_<")
But overall, i had a great day training with them and he made me smile. It was the first time i talked to him =D ¶ 10:14 PM
Badminton training was right after the quiz and it was fun x 100000000000 =D. Firstly, i forgot to cap my highlighter so it made a blob on my 4e3 class T-shirt. ( Boo Hoo ) i liked that T shirt so much. Anyway yup so my shirt had a yellow, luminous yellow patch at the corner. Phew~ it wasn't on some obscence place =x. I was pretty reluctant to wear it but the girls kept encouraging me to wear. Deng deng deng~ Guess what? I ended up training with the yellow luminous patch =D. Pretty embarassing.
During warm up, we bullied our senior and the guys in my group. Feminist man ! We were like " guys run 2 rounds, girls run 1 1/2 rounds. Very hot lar " haha like whee, girls rocks =x haha so crappy lor haha. Then the lao peh peh ( senior ) in our group came after that and we kept poking fun at him. I think i'm going to get it from him one of this days =x Training was tougher than usual though. Apart from the usual warm ups and footwork, we had a lobing test and then inter competition between groups. My group won..muahahaah !!! *hip hip hurray* It was a good game. I talked more to my seniors today so i'm quite happy =D
Then there was him. He broke and twisted his racket while playing with Alvin. Haha you guys should have seen the shape of the racket. Poor racket~ haha and the racket is like lighter than mine ( jealous ). Haha Avi and I thought that he twisted the racket while smashing the air. Erm..pretty silly but it looked like it haha =x Anyway he's really good at badminton *beams* hint hint. I think he's cute haha =x but very silly haha. He was so hungry that he ate a packet of fries in his bag, then he went to buy buns. One for him and he gave the other to Avi ( =( envy ). Even the teacher in charge questioned why he ate so much haha. Deng~ Then he and Alvin had nothing better to do and used squash racket to play badminton. Guess what, it worked okay. Avi and i were like amused. He is just cute~ Period haha. He went home with Avi though =( *jealous* ) (>_<")
But overall, i had a great day training with them and he made me smile. It was the first time i talked to him =D ¶ 10:14 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Love in in the air
Hey peeps just want to wish all of you a lovely Valentine Day. Treasure all those you love !!! Go ahead and give them a big hug and them tell " i love you".
Anyway a big thank you to all the peeps who showered me with all the sweets and chocolates, so sweet of you guys *beams* 05A02 rocks !!! Sarah made a card for all of us, it was handmade. I was so touched =D. To Jeevan: thanks for the message, damn sweet =D. Valentine was wonderful !!! (though without a date, friends like you guys are enough ) -hugs- ¶ 2:35 PM
Anyway a big thank you to all the peeps who showered me with all the sweets and chocolates, so sweet of you guys *beams* 05A02 rocks !!! Sarah made a card for all of us, it was handmade. I was so touched =D. To Jeevan: thanks for the message, damn sweet =D. Valentine was wonderful !!! (though without a date, friends like you guys are enough ) -hugs- ¶ 2:35 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Family Ties
All these cuties are not my cousin muahaha =x They are my cousins' children, like oh my gosh right~ They call me aunty okay so old but they are so adorable right !!! whee
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All these cuties are not my cousin muahaha =x They are my cousins' children, like oh my gosh right~ They call me aunty okay so old but they are so adorable right !!! whee
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Mr Adrain Ong
Haha this is my AO maths teachers, Mr Adrian Ong =x haha managed to get a pic of him from my sch webbie bleahz..cute !!
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Haha this is my AO maths teachers, Mr Adrian Ong =x haha managed to get a pic of him from my sch webbie bleahz..cute !!
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
Madness
My family is going nuts. We are like coming up with this rule that if you speak vulgarities you will be fined $10. (-_-") There's more to come. $8 for squeezing pimples, $5 for not concentrating when driving. ( applies to my papa only haha ). $5 for taking a long time to buy stuff esp my mama. $2 daily for being the last one to be ready to go to school. What rubbish right. keke, the family fines. We were like trying to fine one another in the car, madness !!!
On my way home just now, i spotted this cute guy in the car beside my dad's car. Guess what ? haha i asked my dad to accelerate to catch up with the guy's car so that i can look at him muahaha. =x we were like following them along the expressway. I can't believe my dad actually listened to me and followed him. Gosh haha =x He commented that the guy isn't cute. Hmpf, papa he is cute okay ! haha so fun so fun ! I love my family ! Unfortunately the cute guy was heading towards Jurong while i was heading to Pasir ris. Bleahz =x
=D
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On my way home just now, i spotted this cute guy in the car beside my dad's car. Guess what ? haha i asked my dad to accelerate to catch up with the guy's car so that i can look at him muahaha. =x we were like following them along the expressway. I can't believe my dad actually listened to me and followed him. Gosh haha =x He commented that the guy isn't cute. Hmpf, papa he is cute okay ! haha so fun so fun ! I love my family ! Unfortunately the cute guy was heading towards Jurong while i was heading to Pasir ris. Bleahz =x
=D
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Friday, February 04, 2005
Training
I am exhausted. I can feel fatigue setting in. I think i'm going to fall asleep really soon *yawn yawn*. Badminton training today was draining but it made me realise a few things about the way i play. Conclusion: I need lots of practise ! Firstly, the most evident thing about me, is the fact that i'm short ! Most players would use that to their advantage as they can start looping with me and if i'm not agile, bye bye shuttlecock~. To make things worst, my footwork is really slow and my reaction is pretty retarded too. That means that there is a high tendency that i will miss hitting the shuttlecock and a high chance of being defeated. Now i mind being short just for this! Looking at my seniors, they have really nice smash. I won't say that its the best but its precise and fast. I realised that its pretty hard for me to do a good smash due to my height. It doesn't have an impact and can be retrieved by others easily. Hence i'm pondering on ways to improve my skills. Any kind soul care to enlighten me ?
Anyway my senior had a good talk with us and i felt pretty good =D. We sat down and talked about badminton and he's really nice. His name is Edwin. He is really witty too, freaking funny. Cannnot take it. He analysed the lastest badminton racket with us, its pros and cons. I'm really amazed by how much he knows. I realised that i didn't bother to update myself with all these facts =x *guilty* Oh well, i am motivated to find out now haha, sounds so interesting ! I was so engrossed that i stayed until 7.30pm. They had to switch off the hall's light before we agreed to leave =x. Edwin and Yi Qiang was like cursing the Janitor - pretty evil hor- but they are really humourous dudes.
I'm tired, really tired..that's all for today ! =D
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Anyway my senior had a good talk with us and i felt pretty good =D. We sat down and talked about badminton and he's really nice. His name is Edwin. He is really witty too, freaking funny. Cannnot take it. He analysed the lastest badminton racket with us, its pros and cons. I'm really amazed by how much he knows. I realised that i didn't bother to update myself with all these facts =x *guilty* Oh well, i am motivated to find out now haha, sounds so interesting ! I was so engrossed that i stayed until 7.30pm. They had to switch off the hall's light before we agreed to leave =x. Edwin and Yi Qiang was like cursing the Janitor - pretty evil hor- but they are really humourous dudes.
I'm tired, really tired..that's all for today ! =D
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Thursday, February 03, 2005
Its wierd i guess..
I've been feeling a little out of sort lately. I have no idea what is bothering me, seriously. Its just this very sad feeling in me. I remember falling asleep yesterday night looking for an answer but i couldn't find an answer. I dozed off. I don't like this feeling, not a single bit. I'm paranoid. As i am typing now, my thoughts are all over the place. I don't know what to type. The feeling is just overwhelming. Its like a unavoidable void surfacing . I don't know how to put it into words. I'm wondering if i'm just drained up. I really don't know what's wrong. Something's wrong but what????
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Random
Am i allowed to feel sad? I don't really know. I feel like crying now. sigh and i don't know what's wrong.
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Sweet ! =)
Saw this in friendster...its so sweet !
Tell her you think shes cool.
Tell her why you think shes so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend youre going to throwherin the river; shell scream and fight you butsecretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowersfrom other peoplesgardens and givethem to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friendsas The coolest girl you know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
JUST TALK TO HER.
Take her to the library
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING
Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window
When she starts swearing at you,... tell her you love her.Take her to shows ofbands shes neverheard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her,no matter howbad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play evenif they really suck,and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her,but cool ones, not sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
WRITE ABOUT HER.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops,and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Just hang outwith her.
Listen to all thebands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad,hang out with herorstay on thephone with her,even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her,even if the music is fast.
TELL HER A SECRET.
Kiss her in the rain...JUST KISS HER.
TRUST HER.
LOVE HER.
BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
CHERISH HERand when you fall in love with her tell her...I LOVE U!
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Tell her you think shes cool.
Tell her why you think shes so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend youre going to throwherin the river; shell scream and fight you butsecretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowersfrom other peoplesgardens and givethem to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friendsas The coolest girl you know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
JUST TALK TO HER.
Take her to the library
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING
Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window
When she starts swearing at you,... tell her you love her.Take her to shows ofbands shes neverheard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her,no matter howbad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play evenif they really suck,and tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her,but cool ones, not sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
WRITE ABOUT HER.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops,and let her take you to even cooler ones.
Just hang outwith her.
Listen to all thebands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad,hang out with herorstay on thephone with her,even if shes not saying anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her,even if the music is fast.
TELL HER A SECRET.
Kiss her in the rain...JUST KISS HER.
TRUST HER.
LOVE HER.
BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
CHERISH HERand when you fall in love with her tell her...I LOVE U!
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
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I lost my contact lens again. Its a bad day today. I think things might not be the same anymore. Don't change.. Enough said !
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