The stars are far away
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
My birthday =D
Sorry guys that i didn't blog for so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so long. Muahahahas i feel guilty that i neglected my blog =x. But what's a busy girl got to do?? There's only one Jingfang and i can't split my body into two or even three or even hundred, if a hundred people wants me right? *sniggers* I am getting so thick skin. Shakes head.
Oh well, its the common test for those in Jc (s), so yeah all the best people !!! Don't be too stressed up yea, just take it as a trial for now. Afterall, there's more to come, this is only the beginning. Hahas if we freak out now, i have no idea how we are going to survive the promos and stuff man. So people, follow me -breathe in..breathe out. There, feel a little better? Hahas and to those in poly, school has started like for around 2 weeks or so, right ? heard that you guys are like so busy !!! Hang in there yea and hope you guys are fitting in well. =D
Let's see as i was saying ,its the common test week for us so yea that's another reason why i didn't blog for so long. I'm tied down with revision.
28 June- Ao maths and Econs
29 June- Lit
30 June- Hist ( Last paper )
Hahas i don't take mother tongue and there's no test for gp so i only have 4 subjects. Rocks yea and i'm more than halfway through my common test. Its the last paper tomorrow, history ! That's why i'm a little more relaxed. *beams* I can't wait man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm already doing a countdown to the celebration with my friends tomorrow. We'll going to catch initial D. I can't wait !!! whee~
Anyway muahahahas yep it was my birthday yesterday and though it was the common test week, i had a great birthday =D. A simple but heartwarming one. =D
These are the people who wished me happy birthday.
Xinyi ( Who sang me a birthday song when i arrived in school =D sweet ~)
Daniel ( called me specially right after midnight )
Yasmeen ( My Jc friend who found out later that it was my birthday hahas =x)
Bing Sheng ( Who found out from friendster hahas =x )
Amie ( Jc friend who got me winnie the pooh puzzle !!!! )
Cel ( Always there for me )
Grace ( My Og friend, a really nice girl. She wrote me a Testimonial. )
Suat Kim ( Xuefang's sister, really surprised that she wrote me a birthday testimonial hee )
People who smsed me
Juren ( The first one who wished me hahas )
Hui Chun ( Beyond what i could wish for :)) )
Lynette darling ( My darling, of course sweet hor =p)
Ziyang ( The one who kept asking me to fail my common test while wishing me
happy birthday )
Kian Ping ( The thoughtful one who brightened my birthday =D )
Zhuang (The sweetest *sniggers* forever and ever you'll stay in my heart )
Shu Han ( From the clar section, she always remembers =D )
Xue Fang ( My Pri school friend !!!! rocks~)
Jac ( Pentagon closest ~ the best thing that happened to me. so much more than a
friend =D)
Jonathan ( My little star )
Van ( Pentagon, the best thing that happened to me, my source of laughter )
June ( Badminton girl, another lovely sister in christ )
JingQin ( Funny bickering partner, takes very good care of me )
Yee Loong ( the one in conspiracy with zhuang hahas =D)
Li Yi ( Badminton girl, ms joker, hate me hor hahas )
Elaine ( My sweet little clarinet junior )
Jun Hui ( tms alumni, msges every bandit on their birthday. very thoughtful )
Michelle ( Badminton girl, nice to converse with )
Kristelle ( From the clar section. really glad that she remembered ! )
Hairianto ( He's special in his own way =D )
Mal ( Pentagon, the best thing that happened to me. She's a part of my life )
A very unique someone who wrote a note to me..Cheryl !!!!!!!!! Another pentagonist !!!! She actually wrote me a note. I received the note at night and i thought she forgot so i was quite sad the whole day. but she didn't. she wrote me a note ! so sweet right !!!!! love~
My elder brother and his girlfriend got me a penguin towel. I love it !!!! Thanks Kor and Hui Xian jie jie. I can't bear to use it =x hahas i shall use it as a blanket???? hahas muacks =D These are the stuff that made my day yesterday.
And the sweetest was Kang and Yee ~ like oh my gosh !!!! At first before my exam, yee told me that kz went to his house. I was so jealous. i wanted to go too so i whined and whined. Then after the paper, kz ask me to meet them for lunch at west plaza so i just went. i thought of meeting up to talk to them and stuff while having lunch. Then on our way back to yee's house after lunch, kz went to the bakery saying that he wants to buy bread. I was like (-_-") bread..we just had lunch. Then he collected a cake from the cashier !! They bought me a cake =D i thought they won't. Can you imagine 2 guys singing a birthday song for me. They were so reluctant to, cause i forced them *evil laughs* hahas but yea i was so happy yesterday !!! Me and zhuang watched Naruto while yee slept. Quite a funny sight =x hahas. and then zhuang taught me to play hearts and we gossipped about some stuff. hahas miss them man.
Being 17 never felt better when you are surrounded with friends who truly cares.
My parents were very sweet too esp my mother, she went down to buy a cake just for me =D She's always so thoughtful. And yea my birthday is filled with sweetness~ It was more than what i could wish for.
I'm so happy !!!!!!!!!!!!! yayness *wink* and i found a twin !!! Another person who was borned on the same day as me. Coolness right and both of us found out by chance. I wonder if he would like to be my twin. So fun~ hahas ..
Ps ( Guys i will update on my trip to malaysia and china soon ~ =pPp Stay tuned ! ) ¶ 5:57 PM
Oh well, its the common test for those in Jc (s), so yeah all the best people !!! Don't be too stressed up yea, just take it as a trial for now. Afterall, there's more to come, this is only the beginning. Hahas if we freak out now, i have no idea how we are going to survive the promos and stuff man. So people, follow me -breathe in..breathe out. There, feel a little better? Hahas and to those in poly, school has started like for around 2 weeks or so, right ? heard that you guys are like so busy !!! Hang in there yea and hope you guys are fitting in well. =D
Let's see as i was saying ,its the common test week for us so yea that's another reason why i didn't blog for so long. I'm tied down with revision.
28 June- Ao maths and Econs
29 June- Lit
30 June- Hist ( Last paper )
Hahas i don't take mother tongue and there's no test for gp so i only have 4 subjects. Rocks yea and i'm more than halfway through my common test. Its the last paper tomorrow, history ! That's why i'm a little more relaxed. *beams* I can't wait man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm already doing a countdown to the celebration with my friends tomorrow. We'll going to catch initial D. I can't wait !!! whee~
Anyway muahahahas yep it was my birthday yesterday and though it was the common test week, i had a great birthday =D. A simple but heartwarming one. =D
These are the people who wished me happy birthday.
Xinyi ( Who sang me a birthday song when i arrived in school =D sweet ~)
Daniel ( called me specially right after midnight )
Yasmeen ( My Jc friend who found out later that it was my birthday hahas =x)
Bing Sheng ( Who found out from friendster hahas =x )
Amie ( Jc friend who got me winnie the pooh puzzle !!!! )
Cel ( Always there for me )
Grace ( My Og friend, a really nice girl. She wrote me a Testimonial. )
Suat Kim ( Xuefang's sister, really surprised that she wrote me a birthday testimonial hee )
People who smsed me
Juren ( The first one who wished me hahas )
Hui Chun ( Beyond what i could wish for :)) )
Lynette darling ( My darling, of course sweet hor =p)
Ziyang ( The one who kept asking me to fail my common test while wishing me
happy birthday )
Kian Ping ( The thoughtful one who brightened my birthday =D )
Zhuang (The sweetest *sniggers* forever and ever you'll stay in my heart )
Shu Han ( From the clar section, she always remembers =D )
Xue Fang ( My Pri school friend !!!! rocks~)
Jac ( Pentagon closest ~ the best thing that happened to me. so much more than a
friend =D)
Jonathan ( My little star )
Van ( Pentagon, the best thing that happened to me, my source of laughter )
June ( Badminton girl, another lovely sister in christ )
JingQin ( Funny bickering partner, takes very good care of me )
Yee Loong ( the one in conspiracy with zhuang hahas =D)
Li Yi ( Badminton girl, ms joker, hate me hor hahas )
Elaine ( My sweet little clarinet junior )
Jun Hui ( tms alumni, msges every bandit on their birthday. very thoughtful )
Michelle ( Badminton girl, nice to converse with )
Kristelle ( From the clar section. really glad that she remembered ! )
Hairianto ( He's special in his own way =D )
Mal ( Pentagon, the best thing that happened to me. She's a part of my life )
A very unique someone who wrote a note to me..Cheryl !!!!!!!!! Another pentagonist !!!! She actually wrote me a note. I received the note at night and i thought she forgot so i was quite sad the whole day. but she didn't. she wrote me a note ! so sweet right !!!!! love~
My elder brother and his girlfriend got me a penguin towel. I love it !!!! Thanks Kor and Hui Xian jie jie. I can't bear to use it =x hahas i shall use it as a blanket???? hahas muacks =D These are the stuff that made my day yesterday.
And the sweetest was Kang and Yee ~ like oh my gosh !!!! At first before my exam, yee told me that kz went to his house. I was so jealous. i wanted to go too so i whined and whined. Then after the paper, kz ask me to meet them for lunch at west plaza so i just went. i thought of meeting up to talk to them and stuff while having lunch. Then on our way back to yee's house after lunch, kz went to the bakery saying that he wants to buy bread. I was like (-_-") bread..we just had lunch. Then he collected a cake from the cashier !! They bought me a cake =D i thought they won't. Can you imagine 2 guys singing a birthday song for me. They were so reluctant to, cause i forced them *evil laughs* hahas but yea i was so happy yesterday !!! Me and zhuang watched Naruto while yee slept. Quite a funny sight =x hahas. and then zhuang taught me to play hearts and we gossipped about some stuff. hahas miss them man.
Being 17 never felt better when you are surrounded with friends who truly cares.
My parents were very sweet too esp my mother, she went down to buy a cake just for me =D She's always so thoughtful. And yea my birthday is filled with sweetness~ It was more than what i could wish for.
I'm so happy !!!!!!!!!!!!! yayness *wink* and i found a twin !!! Another person who was borned on the same day as me. Coolness right and both of us found out by chance. I wonder if he would like to be my twin. So fun~ hahas ..
Ps ( Guys i will update on my trip to malaysia and china soon ~ =pPp Stay tuned ! ) ¶ 5:57 PM
Friday, June 10, 2005
Its a lovely day.
Well i received a message from Yee Loong when i came back from Malaysia asking me if i'm interested to join him and Kz for the lunch buffet at Sakae. Of course i said yes, who can resist such a temptation right !!! So yep we met up today to have Sakae lunch.Whee hee ! Yummy yum yum ! Hahas i skipped breakfast so that i would have an appetite *sniggers* and well it was worth it. We stuffed ourselves like little 3 pigs. *Oink Oink* Well probably only me but i enjoyed myself. And it has been so long since i met up with the both of them. The two "Mao Mao (s)". Lalala~
Oh yeah and i had Rum and Rasin for desert *slurps* ! Kz was so funny. He thought that one of the ice cream was called " Cookie dough chocolate brownie fudge" or something along that line and he ordered that =x. Hahas it was actually either cookie dough chocolate or brownie fudge. Muahahahs. Bloopers yeah!
We wanted to watch Mr and Mrs Smith after the meal but in the end the tickets were $9.50 each thus we decided to give it a miss and went to a lan shop instead (x_X"). Can you believe it !!! Hmpfs Hmpfs. How could they just leave me all alone while they indulged in games. I wanted to watch a horror flick so badly. =x but Shaw was only screening 4 movies (-_-"). In the end, i sat in the lan shop and watched them play for like 2 hours or so. I'm so patient yeah *wink* and i actually think warcraft is pretty interesting now. Hahas.
It was revenge time though after they finished their game as it was my turn to shop around. *Triumphant !* I only had one place in mind which was kinokuniya !! Van told me previously that she saw "The Time Traveller's wife", a book by Audrey Niffrenegger in there. I have been looking so desperately for this book kays !!! I am so so so so happy that i bought it today. Whee hee. *jumps around* After which we went to take a neoprint which turned out like that.
Hahas Kz did something to my face okay *big bully* Go figure !
Then we finally made our way home but Kz forgot to pass Yee Loong the discs he bought and we had to go back to Eunos to meet him. These 2 guys are more troublesome than me !!! =PpPpPp and that ends up our whole trip. =D and i am a happy and blessed little penguin !
I had to take this Train back to Eunos just for Kz and Yee :( !!!
And they always bully me. 
Yee on the phone with kz hee hee. 
Long Mao Ju le Pu =D
:)) 
Retarded look with Yee 
Hahas and this is an accident =x 
Yee's backview.
Munch !!! 
Meet Style ! 
Love this retarded friends hahas :)) Style Yeah !!!
¶ 11:42 PM
Oh yeah and i had Rum and Rasin for desert *slurps* ! Kz was so funny. He thought that one of the ice cream was called " Cookie dough chocolate brownie fudge" or something along that line and he ordered that =x. Hahas it was actually either cookie dough chocolate or brownie fudge. Muahahahs. Bloopers yeah!
We wanted to watch Mr and Mrs Smith after the meal but in the end the tickets were $9.50 each thus we decided to give it a miss and went to a lan shop instead (x_X"). Can you believe it !!! Hmpfs Hmpfs. How could they just leave me all alone while they indulged in games. I wanted to watch a horror flick so badly. =x but Shaw was only screening 4 movies (-_-"). In the end, i sat in the lan shop and watched them play for like 2 hours or so. I'm so patient yeah *wink* and i actually think warcraft is pretty interesting now. Hahas.
It was revenge time though after they finished their game as it was my turn to shop around. *Triumphant !* I only had one place in mind which was kinokuniya !! Van told me previously that she saw "The Time Traveller's wife", a book by Audrey Niffrenegger in there. I have been looking so desperately for this book kays !!! I am so so so so happy that i bought it today. Whee hee. *jumps around* After which we went to take a neoprint which turned out like that.
Hahas Kz did something to my face okay *big bully* Go figure !
Then we finally made our way home but Kz forgot to pass Yee Loong the discs he bought and we had to go back to Eunos to meet him. These 2 guys are more troublesome than me !!! =PpPpPp and that ends up our whole trip. =D and i am a happy and blessed little penguin !
Long Mao Ju le Pu =D
Yee's backview.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
A plea
I'm feeling pretty down now but i don't feel like telling anyone. I'm just going to type it out, hopefully i'll let everything out and i'll feel a lot better after that. Its so typical of me to do this, to always end up feeling down. I don't know why either. That's my reply most of the time, i don't know why. Something is bothering me but i can't seem to figure what. This is not the first time, i know. It happened before. Probably i just want someone to love. That special someone.
And nope, its not being despo.
I seriously feel like falling in love.
I don't know, probably its my hormones or something. Paranoid ! Its been quite some time since i felt this way. This feeling has never left. It has always been there. Maybe its the environment i'm in, the people i face each day. Everytime i see pictures of couples, there is this hidden joy in me. I feel happy for them. Probably cupid decided to give me a skip. I wonder when will it be my turn to fall in love? When will he appear and take my breath away? When will i have someone to care for me. Someone who wants to know all my thoughts. Someone who wants to walk me home everyday and never feels bored. These are idealistic ideas. Someone who can feel all my joy and pain.
When will he appear ? Waiting, waiting and waiting.
I met a special him this year but i realised that his heart does not belong to me at all. It was occupied. With time, i saw us drifting apart. Our paths stopped. It didn't cross anymore. That was the end. Recently, i got to know that he was pretty down. It affected me, i felt like caring for him but once again i realised that she was always there for him. I was not. I was never there for him.
Probably, this is an example of the wrong guy. Shruggs. I decided to concentrate on my studies but this feeling is so overwhelming. Is it meant to be?
Lord, please enlighten my foolish soul. ¶ 5:45 PM
And nope, its not being despo.
I seriously feel like falling in love.
I don't know, probably its my hormones or something. Paranoid ! Its been quite some time since i felt this way. This feeling has never left. It has always been there. Maybe its the environment i'm in, the people i face each day. Everytime i see pictures of couples, there is this hidden joy in me. I feel happy for them. Probably cupid decided to give me a skip. I wonder when will it be my turn to fall in love? When will he appear and take my breath away? When will i have someone to care for me. Someone who wants to know all my thoughts. Someone who wants to walk me home everyday and never feels bored. These are idealistic ideas. Someone who can feel all my joy and pain.
When will he appear ? Waiting, waiting and waiting.
I met a special him this year but i realised that his heart does not belong to me at all. It was occupied. With time, i saw us drifting apart. Our paths stopped. It didn't cross anymore. That was the end. Recently, i got to know that he was pretty down. It affected me, i felt like caring for him but once again i realised that she was always there for him. I was not. I was never there for him.
Probably, this is an example of the wrong guy. Shruggs. I decided to concentrate on my studies but this feeling is so overwhelming. Is it meant to be?
Lord, please enlighten my foolish soul. ¶ 5:45 PM
You !
Whenever you are upset, i want to be there for you but then i realise you have her..
¶ 12:15 AM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
I'm off ~
Kian Ping..stop mocking !!!!! *hmpfs!!!*
Hahas anyway peeps i'm off to Malaysia..will update when i'm back yeah =D
Zooming off.. ¶ 12:10 AM
Hahas anyway peeps i'm off to Malaysia..will update when i'm back yeah =D
Zooming off.. ¶ 12:10 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Summary
i was typing and typing so much and then something went wrong with internet explorer !!!!!!!!!!!
Frustrated !!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
Its okay i shall summarize ( these is what summary is for =D)
1) Just realised Nic, Ling, Chun and Xinyi are all overseas !!!
2) Miss them =(
3) JingQin is at Guitar Camp too =(
4) I pierced my ear again !!! =x
5) bought this converse bag which i simply adore !!!!!!!
6) A person who frustrates me
7) My dad refuses to share his juice with me !!! Hmpfs !!!!
Oh yeah and Mich girl~, Take care while you are in Ntu kays. I miss you! Thanks for your sweet msg while you are there. Always in our hearts =D ¶ 9:08 PM
Frustrated !!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
Its okay i shall summarize ( these is what summary is for =D)
1) Just realised Nic, Ling, Chun and Xinyi are all overseas !!!
2) Miss them =(
3) JingQin is at Guitar Camp too =(
4) I pierced my ear again !!! =x
5) bought this converse bag which i simply adore !!!!!!!
6) A person who frustrates me
7) My dad refuses to share his juice with me !!! Hmpfs !!!!
Oh yeah and Mich girl~, Take care while you are in Ntu kays. I miss you! Thanks for your sweet msg while you are there. Always in our hearts =D ¶ 9:08 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
