The stars are far away
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Realised that i haven't been much of a friend. But i still love my friends a whole lot. I really do. They say that best friends might not meet up for a long time but they still feel really close. I suddenly think its bull shit. Because i realised it takes effort to keep things going. You cannot ignore a friend for a very long time and expect things to be the same. It takes effort to meet up, to communicate, to care about the things going on in the other parties' life. It take effort to be there for someone and that's what i failed to do. Some point or another, the people you care about will get tired and slip away. Please don't let anyone slip away. I don't intend to let anyone slip from my life. so my friends.. I knows that I have been in a M.I.A mood for quite some time. Forgive me..
¶ 1:23 AM
"A Friend loves at all times" - Proverbs 17.17
This is Wei Liang : ) with the flower Ken gave me.
speaking of which, Ken called me the other day at work cause he wanted to come down with the people from 'Reds'. Usually my regular would call me personally so i was kinda in a shock that it was Ken.
Ken:" hello, know who am i ?"
Me: "Errrr...no, who's this?"
Ken:"The guy who gave you flowers."
Me:"Oh, Hi..hahahs how can i help you?"
Ken:"We're coming down this tuesday.."
Me:"Oh not a problem, i'll arrange for you yea? That's all? byebye."
i was in a hurry to hang up because i had a second line and there was a group of customers queuing in front of my counter but i didn't hang up immediately. He thought i did. i heard him say from the receiver " She said bye bye to me :("
hahas i didn't mean it !!!!!!!!! *ARGH !
¶ 1:13 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
I feel like trying...
but i lack the courage. Will you be my courage?
Jia Sheng, I feel like trying one more time. To bring everything back, to let you into my world. To care for you and understand you. But i really don't know what is it that you are seeking for.
¶ 6:00 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Went for twe's alumni concert. It was so nostalgic.
I miss everything about temasek.
the school hall.
the foyer.
the toilets.
the canteen.
the band room.
every corridor.
the classrooms.
and mostly, the people i met in temasek.
Oh man, i miss my sec school. I miss secondary school life so much. ¶ 2:08 AM
I miss everything about temasek.
the school hall.
the foyer.
the toilets.
the canteen.
the band room.
every corridor.
the classrooms.
and mostly, the people i met in temasek.
Oh man, i miss my sec school. I miss secondary school life so much. ¶ 2:08 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Monday, March 09, 2009
Was reading through my previous posts and i realised that my blog is such a sad place. I resolve to blog about happier stuff ! *growls
¶ 10:50 AM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Surprise is up and going again : ) I finally called Dell and the technician managed to fix surprise just by giving me verbal instructions. I am very very impressed. Then kops helped me to fine tune the whole system till about 1 am. I am very touched. Surprises says thank you kops. So now i am happily typing away on surprise. *BEAMS
Ps( Surprise's the name of my lappie :D )
¶ 2:34 PM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Always tired
Always pondering
Always lost
Always confused
Always paranoid.
that's me these days.
i'm so confused. one moment i seem okay that jia sheng is ignoring me. the next moment i break down and cry. i think about all the times when i had him in my life and how we end up in the state we are now. And then suddenly the feelings gone and i don't feel it. Then suddenly kelven pops up in my head and i feel like i miss him so much i can barely breathe. I need him by my side so badly. And suddenly i'm okay again and it doesn't
seem to hurt. And then i smile. i smile or at least i want to.. ¶ 9:52 AM
Always pondering
Always lost
Always confused
Always paranoid.
that's me these days.
i'm so confused. one moment i seem okay that jia sheng is ignoring me. the next moment i break down and cry. i think about all the times when i had him in my life and how we end up in the state we are now. And then suddenly the feelings gone and i don't feel it. Then suddenly kelven pops up in my head and i feel like i miss him so much i can barely breathe. I need him by my side so badly. And suddenly i'm okay again and it doesn't
seem to hurt. And then i smile. i smile or at least i want to.. ¶ 9:52 AM
