Sunday, March 01, 2009
Always tired
Always pondering
Always lost
Always confused
Always paranoid.
that's me these days.
i'm so confused. one moment i seem okay that jia sheng is ignoring me. the next moment i break down and cry. i think about all the times when i had him in my life and how we end up in the state we are now. And then suddenly the feelings gone and i don't feel it. Then suddenly kelven pops up in my head and i feel like i miss him so much i can barely breathe. I need him by my side so badly. And suddenly i'm okay again and it doesn't
seem to hurt. And then i smile. i smile or at least i want to.. ¶ 9:52 AM
Always pondering
Always lost
Always confused
Always paranoid.
that's me these days.
i'm so confused. one moment i seem okay that jia sheng is ignoring me. the next moment i break down and cry. i think about all the times when i had him in my life and how we end up in the state we are now. And then suddenly the feelings gone and i don't feel it. Then suddenly kelven pops up in my head and i feel like i miss him so much i can barely breathe. I need him by my side so badly. And suddenly i'm okay again and it doesn't
seem to hurt. And then i smile. i smile or at least i want to.. ¶ 9:52 AM
