The stars are far away
That Jc deserves the least
Results of History Seminar 1st) MJC 2nd) CJC3rd) RJCWe lost. We didn't manage to get into the top 3. Frankly i'm very shocked. Even if we didn't manage to clinch first prize, i expected like second or third position. But no ! Didn't gain any recognition. You might think why i was so confident, that's because i believed in our script, our history seminar members and we always had Mr Gay who would devote all his time just to help us. Everything seem to be going on the right track. We passed through auditions successfully and we gave our best today. Were we over confident? I'm sure many would agree that the results are very very shocking. To me, a further disappointment. I can't seem to comprehend. In what ways did we lose out to that particular jc. *GROWLS* I'm fuming mad that they managed to get top 3 just by bombarding facts after facts after facts. Then why did the judges allocate majority of the marks to creativity yet award the prize to a team that showed little or even no sign of creativity at all. I seriously need someone to explain. Their role play is so cliche. Everyone answered the question through the role play just like them, some performed even better yet they too went home disappointed. Everyone had their hopes high and we believed that our hard work would pay off. I know many would now view me as a sore loser but i feel unjustified losing to an unworthy opponent. You can call me a sore loser, i don't care anymore. The Jc doesn't deserve a spot in the top 3 position. Definitely not the top 3 position. We tried to find reasons to explain their victory. Our verdict was ultimately "How could they have won?" They might have the content but it was put across to the audience unconvincingly. I repeat, their method is so cliche ! Any other jc could have done it the same way. All you have to do is to flip through any history textbook and read out the facts. Re-enact the historical event in a monotonous, boring, uncaptivating method. That jc simply didn't leave an impression. I wonder what's going through the judges' mind. I can't wait to read their report ! I officially dislike that jc. Nothing is impressive about that jc. Nothing. However i must say Kudos to Cjc. Their role play was fantastic and i would say one of the best. They deserve more than a 2nd spot =DOn a positive note, History seminar has brought a group of us together and we had lots of fun. Zhiwei, JingQin, Wee Keat, Fatin, Amie and Shalina..thanks for everything. It has been great preparing for the history seminar together. A Huge thank you to Mr Gay for all the treats and encouraging words :))I am thinking of a way to burn that jc. I think there's a conspiracy ! HATE THEM !
Updates ..
Okay haven't been updating. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry hahas =xXXxAnyway lots of stuff have happened.1) Valentine's day..shall update after i get down to take all the photos of the gifts and candies. Thank you to everyone who make it so special *Muacks muacks*2) A private matter of 05A023) History Seminar !!!!!!and the finals is tomorrow :)) so excited. Really hope we will get to see the fruits of our labour ! *crosses fingers* and basically anything that can be crossed ! 4) Badminton !!!!!!!! we got a new coach *gulps*5) My view of a few people who have misconception of Tpjc6) My piano results? ( Like long overdue ? )Basically these..i think. So many things to blog about !!!!!!!! hahas but i can't seem to find the time to ! Help help help..I'm quite lost..will you walk me home?
Pregnant?
Went to the doctor just now and guess what???????He asked me if i'm pregnant just because i said i was feeling nausea ! NO NO NO NO !!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO NOT PREGNANT !!!!!!!!!!!!! *HORRIFIED*
Sucks to fall ill
It sucks to constantly fall ill. I'm becoming a regular at the doctor's nowadays.Last year,i only went to the doctor once because of virus.This year, i have been to the doctor like 1289317489237423 times because of my abscess. or should i say abscessessssssssssssssssss. I hate my body ! And they are so not healing. Irritating. I want to be well again..i don't want to fall ill anymore=(
Please take care of him.
Dear Mr Rain, please don't rain for the next 7 days.because he's not going to have a shelter over his head for the next 7 days. Please Mr Rain..just for the next 7 days.
Press on
This has been a bad bad bad bad week and i'm really glad that its over. Looking for to a brand new week ahead =)Always press forward and never dwell on the past. The stars were shining so brightly yesterday..did you manage to catch a glimpse of that beautiful sight?
I am this close to giving up on everything.I'm tiredI'm worn out.I feel horrible every morning. I don't have any motivation to go to school anymore.Everything becomes a dread.Give me a reason why i should open up again.I keep thinking why i should go to school when none of my work is done. when all i want to do is to cry and just wallow in self pity, thinking how pathetic and out of control my life is. I hate my life now.I hate this void in my life.I hate this silence.I haven't had this feeling for a very long time It has been 2 years since i last felt like that.This feeling couldn't bring me down because i felt loved..but now i don't feel loved at all
I seriously don't.I'm tired..very tired.I just want to fall into a deep slumber. I need rest
The things i have to do are endless.. endless..how i wish you were with me right now then things wouldn't be that bad.