Thursday, February 02, 2006
I am this close to giving up on everything.
I'm tired
I'm worn out.
I feel horrible every morning.
I don't have any motivation to go to school anymore.
Everything becomes a dread.
Give me a reason why i should open up again.
I keep thinking why i should go to school when none of my work is done. when all i want to do is to cry and just wallow in self pity, thinking how pathetic and out of control my life is.
I hate my life now.
I hate this void in my life.
I hate this silence.
I haven't had this feeling for a very long time
It has been 2 years since i last felt like that.
This feeling couldn't bring me down because i felt loved..
but now i don't feel loved at all
I seriously don't.
I'm tired..very tired.
I just want to fall into a deep slumber. I need rest
The things i have to do are endless.. endless..
how i wish you were with me right now then things wouldn't be that bad. ¶ 10:10 PM
I'm tired
I'm worn out.
I feel horrible every morning.
I don't have any motivation to go to school anymore.
Everything becomes a dread.
Give me a reason why i should open up again.
I keep thinking why i should go to school when none of my work is done. when all i want to do is to cry and just wallow in self pity, thinking how pathetic and out of control my life is.
I hate my life now.
I hate this void in my life.
I hate this silence.
I haven't had this feeling for a very long time
It has been 2 years since i last felt like that.
This feeling couldn't bring me down because i felt loved..
but now i don't feel loved at all
I seriously don't.
I'm tired..very tired.
I just want to fall into a deep slumber. I need rest
The things i have to do are endless.. endless..
how i wish you were with me right now then things wouldn't be that bad. ¶ 10:10 PM
