Was angry at Mr Benson yesterday !!!


He came back from meeting and i guess there will be a lot of changes in the coming year and he was trying to hint to me but refuse to tell me. I don't like it when he beats around the bush like that. Its like he wants to tell me yet make it all so secretive. And then he started to say odd stuff like oh you are finally clearing up your cupboard and the long talk about gossipping. Its like as though he is pinpointing everything to me.


hmpfs ! First time i am so angry at him.


He could tell i guess because i refused to talk to him the whole night and i just kept myself busy with all the random stuff like packing things up, throwing things away, drawing lines for my new check in book. He was quite worried and asked me:" what are you busy with? you look so busy today?" and then he asked me to help him collate the number of chargable and FOC k dinner we had for this month and when i pass it to him after completing it, he said thanks in a super gentle tone. Usually he won't even say thank you because we do away with formalities for such small issues.

anyway that was yesterday, i feel better already. Can't stay angry at Mr Benson cause actually he's actually a very good in charge and friend. Just felt very affected when he make me feel like below my worth. I put in so much effort after he took over the outlet cause he motivated me too.. and i'll be the first to back him up if anyone talks bad about him regarding his work ethics cause i believe in him after seeing the changes he brought to the outlet after 3 months.
Hmpfs..stupid Benson. *WHACKS YOU !!!! STUPID BENSON DADDY !!!!!!  ¶ 4:49 PM

  Called Kbox Safra Jurong during closing to get their daily ( this is a routine, i do it everyday ) and it was Jeffrey who picked up the phone. So we went about giving each other our daily and when we were almost done, another outlet called in Safra Jurong so Jeffrey hung up with saying goodbye and i whispered on the other line "good night, bye bye" and hung up.

I was telling myself how insignificant i am to Jeffrey and feeling upset and all. Its just that i got to know Jeffrey in 2007 when i was in Kbox marine and i always kept a special place for him. He was always there to listen to my rants and even comfort me when i cry so to me, he's really special but it seems like i don't mean much to him.



just when all these negative thoughts were forming in my head..Jeffrey called back.



Jeffrey:" Oei, i haven't said goodbye to you"
Hee hee he remembered and he called back specially just to say goodbye. Heart flutters. So with the few minutes left before knocking off, ,we chat a lil like in the past. Happy : ) I like it when people make me feel special and even more happy that Jeffrey still calls me machine gun and gives me lil nicknames.


Machine gun will always be Jeffrey's only machine gun and i know you are leaving the place we first met..but i give you my blessings and may you soar higher in your new career. take care  ¶ 3:35 PM

  Woke up early one morning at 7am
was smsing while i was in a semi conscious state..
and..




小爱dropped into the toilet bowl ! *FAINTS
  ¶ 6:12 PM

  那天跟胜出门，帮他庆祝生日.. 最后还是他请客 ：/


跟胜出门总是给他请.. 真不好意思。

  ¶ 11:10 AM

  1 day of leave
2 days of off (s)
1 day of morning shift


plus


benson's 1 day of off



equals..5 days without talking much to Mr Benson. I feel a lil inbalanced. I think i'm starting to treat him like a bottle to empty out my rants. So i'll be empty after talking to him and he will be full ^.^

or maybe he is a leaking bottle.. goes in through one side and goes out the other..that's why he can take so much of my nonsense.hahas  ¶ 10:58 AM

 
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  ¶ 10:59 PM

  Fangfang is suffering from stiff neck.. Fangfang needs a new pillow



*ouch ! and for now..i need a good massage.  ¶ 11:48 AM