Reassured &Thankful : ) Dear Dabian (=x)I'm really glad that we met up and talked yesterday. It gave me strength to go on and regained my faith in this friendship.When she asked why we were still friends after so long, i didn't know what to say but you replied :"because we are able to connect". All i can say is thank you : ). You made me feel very special. There were times when i doubted you and all but now i feel very reassured. I never understood why you even bothered to talk to me after all these years and even made the first move to look for me. Now i know, you meant everything you said about our friendship. I'm sorry that i doubted you in the past. Now i feel like that our friendship can go on for a long long time : ) and no matter how tough the future will be, i hope you have enough grace and strength to face it. You're not alone..you are never alone because canteen 13 waffle aunty likes you la hahas ~ *rolls on the floor

To Mr YeEEeEEeEeEeeEeEEe: All the way in Ireland !!!!!!!!! Hope you are doing fine there !!! Are you still surviving on maggie mee ? Anyway here's an entry dedicated to you, are you honoured !!!!!!!!! =p Thanks for your advice : ) it was very apt and i guess i'll go ahead with it. You promise to visit okay ! Anyway that is if i get it ! hahas i want to see photos !!! and can you please collect snow from Ireland for me : ) Thank you !

To my family, Pentagon: Even though we were all so tired yesterday, i'm glad we met up : ) i miss you guys. Let's meet up real soon again just like what mal suggested !!!! Mal, i didn't mean to laugh when you suggested meeting up regularly *BIG BIG HUGS. i approved of that idea, just that it would take a little more effort on everyone's part. Love Love Love ~ i'm a little scattered brain, wasn't thinking properly when i laughed =x sorry !!! so okay dearest dearest family, let's meet up more !!!!!!!! : )

I love my friends !!!!!!!!!!

Credits to: msbethmarie.spaces.live.com

and so you said the only reason why i would stay is because of that special someone. I laughed when i saw that message..because i'm doing the exact opposite. The only reason why i entertained the thought of leaving is because of that special someone- alto salto

  ¶ 7:38 PM

  Credits to: Dr Daniel. T. Drubin "Letting go of your bananas"


And so it goes that my school is offering a scholarship to study in Taiwan and that's what i have always wanted. Its so tempting. Duration will be for 2 years. Applications will be opened in 2 days. Should i or should i not.. but then again i might not even get it. Silly me xD hahas



最近想你想得我好累。放一个长假, 试着离开也并不是一件坏事。可能这样才能忘记你。-alto salto
  ¶ 5:32 PM

  Anticipating a busy week ahead !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *takes a deep breath !



Credits to:www.allposters.com



Till then..have a break, have some cereal : )  ¶ 6:09 PM

  If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Coure 1997

I don't like to get angry at my loved ones. My family, my friends, my dogs ( yes jackie sweetie, baby nicholas and ginger darling, mama gets upset too when you misbehave) yet they are the people who tend to upset me the most. Its normal i guess. That's because they are the ones who actually bother to spend the most time with me and knows me the best. With my interest at heart, they will not hesistate to chatise me. i really do appreciate their presence but sometimes i can't help feeling this frustration that overwhelms me. i blame them for every single thing that goes wrong. i don't voice out my opinions but i cant' help feeling this way. At the end of the day, i feel like a hypocrite, harbouring negative thoughts in my head about them. Recently, this kinda of issue has been bothering me increasingly. I really hope i can find my answer soon.

I don't want to voice out my unhappiness because i thought i was being tolerant and its crucial in any kind of relationship. Yet i can't help feeling that i'm betraying the love we share, dear ones.



Anyway this is just a thought. No biggie okay guys.

I dreamt of you- alto salto. i never had the courage to look at you when you were around, it wasn't any different in the dream. Even in the dream, people around me were telling me to leave you alone. "He wouldn't like you, he wouldn't like you" was what they kept saying : ( but what can i do? i really like you.. i really do.
  ¶ 5:41 PM

  I feel like a living conflict !


Credits to: Www.cartoonstock.com  ¶ 7:20 PM

  来不及- 李吉汉

忽然像看见了你从车窗里
我脑子里还没有会过意
镜子里看着你渐渐远去
转弯
以来不及

朋友们都说最近你不开心
我心在急
也只能急而已

喝一杯冰咖啡镇定自己
遗憾也徒然而已

连解释都还来不及
你已连电话都不听
烟花都还未曾绚丽
就已消失在黑暗里

连付出都还来不及
我又怎舍得伤了你
我剪得断纷纷思绪
却剪不断有你的回忆






这应该就是我的心情写照吧。



遇到你的那一刻开始，我的生命中就充满了许多来不及。
好像对你说一声“对不起”， 打扰了你生活的步骤。
记得要快乐。 -alto salto

  ¶ 6:53 PM

  2008 ! New Start : ) First post for 2008 !

I'm back in school for my new semester. I was like uber excited about going back to school. I had so much in my mind that i wanted to complete for this new year and semester. It wasn't until the very first day of school when i saw my faculty people that i realised how much i didn't want to go back to school.

Seeing my chinese faculty people = STRESS

but oh well..i'm into my second week of school now and so far so good : ) I wanted to overload this semester actually. I wanted to take 23 Aus for this semester but i'm only allowed to take 22 Aus : ( but oh well at least i got all the modules i want !!!!!!!! YAY !!!!!! and yes i got that translation module. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the module Dearest K is teaching too !!!!!! DOUBLE YAY and WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I would like to say a big big big big thank you to Ms Rebecca Kang for dropping Dearest K's module for me. I'm really really very touched. Just to let you know..i want to be your best friend in school and during the holidays too. I'll work on it *wink.

Having a little mental block now..so i'll leave you here with something i read the other day and i love the way she writes.

与千万人之中遇见你所遇见的人，与千万年之中，时间的无涯的荒野里, 没有早一步， 也没有晚一步， 刚巧赶上了， 那也没有别的话可说，唯有轻轻的问一声：“噢，你也在这里吗？”

张爱玲 《流言》

听说你跌倒了，心里有一点不安。 要好好照顾自己喔..
我好想知道你最近还好吗 : ( alto salto  ¶ 8:37 PM