If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other. ~Walter Anderson, The Confidence Coure 1997

I don't like to get angry at my loved ones. My family, my friends, my dogs ( yes jackie sweetie, baby nicholas and ginger darling, mama gets upset too when you misbehave) yet they are the people who tend to upset me the most. Its normal i guess. That's because they are the ones who actually bother to spend the most time with me and knows me the best. With my interest at heart, they will not hesistate to chatise me. i really do appreciate their presence but sometimes i can't help feeling this frustration that overwhelms me. i blame them for every single thing that goes wrong. i don't voice out my opinions but i cant' help feeling this way. At the end of the day, i feel like a hypocrite, harbouring negative thoughts in my head about them. Recently, this kinda of issue has been bothering me increasingly. I really hope i can find my answer soon.

I don't want to voice out my unhappiness because i thought i was being tolerant and its crucial in any kind of relationship. Yet i can't help feeling that i'm betraying the love we share, dear ones.



Anyway this is just a thought. No biggie okay guys.

I dreamt of you- alto salto. i never had the courage to look at you when you were around, it wasn't any different in the dream. Even in the dream, people around me were telling me to leave you alone. "He wouldn't like you, he wouldn't like you" was what they kept saying : ( but what can i do? i really like you.. i really do.
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