The stars are far away
Monday, May 30, 2005
The holidays are here *beams*
I'm a lazy bum, i know i've not been updating at all. -guilty- But yeah i've been really busy, especially the last week when all the teachers are like rushing to finish their part before the holidays start. Essays after essays. That's something bad about going to Arts stream, its essays after essays. All we do are essays !!!! Tired, exhuasted. I just exhuasted 2 of my pens too in like less than 2 weeks because i had to write so many essays. Shake head and i still have extra lessons to attend during the holidays.
This june holiday isn't a holiday afterall. I am so busy !!! Screams. I still have badminton practice on every monday and wednesday, Going for church conference ( 5 to 8 june ), Children's camp ( 15 to 18 june ), Remedials, going out with the badminton team, class outing ( 14 june), meeting up with pentagon, study outings with my jc friends and on top of that i still have to study for my common tests. Hahas what a busy month but yeah i think its going to be very fulfilling =D.
Life rocks when you are preoccupied !
Oh yeah and today is the first day of the holidays and i woke up at 1230pm. Muahahahas =pPpPpPpPpP. I had to rush down for training which starts at 1 pm so i went down with an empty stomach, all the way until 6 pm. My stomach was "filled" with water. Pathetic ! So the only meal i had for today was dinner !! How delightful..muahahahas =x
I had time for one piece of Oreo though and it totally freak Alison out. She can't stand it the after effects of Oreo, all the black stained teeth. *big smiles* I love my Oreo smile cause it scares Alison ! -Smiles to Alison-
We went around pouring water on one another too during training..so fun !!! I love the badminton girls =D They rock big time though we do have our differences. Oh yeah Coach is cute too muahahas.
i hope this happiness goes on and on and on..
Sometimes i wonder who are you to me..i really do.. ¶ 8:41 PM
This june holiday isn't a holiday afterall. I am so busy !!! Screams. I still have badminton practice on every monday and wednesday, Going for church conference ( 5 to 8 june ), Children's camp ( 15 to 18 june ), Remedials, going out with the badminton team, class outing ( 14 june), meeting up with pentagon, study outings with my jc friends and on top of that i still have to study for my common tests. Hahas what a busy month but yeah i think its going to be very fulfilling =D.
Life rocks when you are preoccupied !
Oh yeah and today is the first day of the holidays and i woke up at 1230pm. Muahahahas =pPpPpPpPpP. I had to rush down for training which starts at 1 pm so i went down with an empty stomach, all the way until 6 pm. My stomach was "filled" with water. Pathetic ! So the only meal i had for today was dinner !! How delightful..muahahahas =x
I had time for one piece of Oreo though and it totally freak Alison out. She can't stand it the after effects of Oreo, all the black stained teeth. *big smiles* I love my Oreo smile cause it scares Alison ! -Smiles to Alison-
We went around pouring water on one another too during training..so fun !!! I love the badminton girls =D They rock big time though we do have our differences. Oh yeah Coach is cute too muahahas.
i hope this happiness goes on and on and on..
Sometimes i wonder who are you to me..i really do.. ¶ 8:41 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
Just an update..
Well.. let's see lots of stuff happened recently. I'm thrown into a emotional rollercoaster. I don't know how to feel or what to feel. It made me realise how important my family memebers are. I love them so much more than i know. The thought that i might lose one of them is most forbidding. Its weird that i am actually so attached to them, human emotions are so hard to comprehend. I wonder if my little brother loves me as much as i love him. He has never told me so.
Okay so now my little brother is in the stage where most teenagers face an identity crisis. Remember the period where friends and popularity were so important to us, to gain recognition and have lots of friends were like our life. That was all we wanted. When we lose a friend, we will feel like we are hated by the whole world and nobody loves us. Well i guess that's happening to my little brother now. Sigh ! I hope time is all he needs. I saw him breaking down in front of the computer the other day and he was crying so bitterly. It breaks my heart to see him like that. He is not a guy to shed his tears easily. The last time is saw him cry was when he broke up with someone he really had feelings for.
Everyone has been through this stage yeah. Its puberty and all the raging hormones but he seems to be more affected than most of us. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Big Sigh. I want everything to be okay, to return to normal. I'm so tired all of the adrenaline rush. I don't want to be home all alone worrying that something might happened to him. Life has taken a toll on me. (x_X")
Every family has their own problems...
Anyway i just came home from a sleepover at Mal's house. Pentagon and Jac is still the best =D. All the crappiness even though we didn't talk much but yeah it was fun just slacking together. I felt like they are my haven of rest. My spiritual support. I could cast aside all my worries when i'm with them. I had fun just watching vcds with them. Kung Pow =pPppppPpPpp. Let's do it more often kays ! This friendship is beyond what i could ever wish for.
I wanted to take photos with them but i forgot to bring my camera ! -what a waste-
Yeah i love you guys lots and lots yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
¶ 3:03 PM
Okay so now my little brother is in the stage where most teenagers face an identity crisis. Remember the period where friends and popularity were so important to us, to gain recognition and have lots of friends were like our life. That was all we wanted. When we lose a friend, we will feel like we are hated by the whole world and nobody loves us. Well i guess that's happening to my little brother now. Sigh ! I hope time is all he needs. I saw him breaking down in front of the computer the other day and he was crying so bitterly. It breaks my heart to see him like that. He is not a guy to shed his tears easily. The last time is saw him cry was when he broke up with someone he really had feelings for.
Everyone has been through this stage yeah. Its puberty and all the raging hormones but he seems to be more affected than most of us. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Big Sigh. I want everything to be okay, to return to normal. I'm so tired all of the adrenaline rush. I don't want to be home all alone worrying that something might happened to him. Life has taken a toll on me. (x_X")
Every family has their own problems...
Anyway i just came home from a sleepover at Mal's house. Pentagon and Jac is still the best =D. All the crappiness even though we didn't talk much but yeah it was fun just slacking together. I felt like they are my haven of rest. My spiritual support. I could cast aside all my worries when i'm with them. I had fun just watching vcds with them. Kung Pow =pPppppPpPpp. Let's do it more often kays ! This friendship is beyond what i could ever wish for.
I wanted to take photos with them but i forgot to bring my camera ! -what a waste-
Yeah i love you guys lots and lots yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
¶ 3:03 PM
Well.. let's see lots of stuff happened recently. I'm thrown into a emotional rollercoaster. I don't know how to feel or what to feel. It made me realise how important my family memebers are. I love them so much more than i know. The thought that i might lose one of them is most forbidding. Its weird that i am actually so attached to them, human emotions are so hard to comprehend. I wonder if my little brother loves me as much as i love him. He has never told me so.
Okay so now my little brother is in the stage where most teenagers face an identity crisis. Remember the period where friends and popularity were so important to us, to gain recognition and have lots of friends were like our life. That was all we wanted. When we lose a friend, we will feel like we are hated by the whole world and nobody loves us. Well i guess that's happening to my little brother now. Sigh ! I hope time is all he needs. I saw him breaking down in front of the computer the other day and he was crying so bitterly. It breaks my heart to see him like that. He is not a guy to shed his tears easily. The last time is saw him cry was when he broke up with someone he really had feelings for.
Everyone has been through this stage yeah. Its puberty and all the raging hormones but he seems to be more affected than most of us. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Big Sigh. I want everything to be okay, to return to normal. I'm so tired all of the adrenaline rush. I don't want to be home all alone worrying that something might happened to him. Life has taken a toll on me. (x_X")
Every family has their own problems...
Anyway i just came home from a sleepover at Mal's house. Pentagon and Jac is still the best =D. All the crappiness even though we didn't talk much but yeah it was fun just slacking together. I felt like they are my haven of rest. My spiritual support. I could cast aside all my worries when i'm with them. I had fun just watching vcds with them. Kung Pow =pPppppPpPpp. Let's do it more often kays ! This friendship is beyond what i could ever wish for.
I wanted to take photos with them but i forgot to bring my camera ! -what a waste-
Yeah i love you guys lots and lots yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
¶ 3:03 PM
Okay so now my little brother is in the stage where most teenagers face an identity crisis. Remember the period where friends and popularity were so important to us, to gain recognition and have lots of friends were like our life. That was all we wanted. When we lose a friend, we will feel like we are hated by the whole world and nobody loves us. Well i guess that's happening to my little brother now. Sigh ! I hope time is all he needs. I saw him breaking down in front of the computer the other day and he was crying so bitterly. It breaks my heart to see him like that. He is not a guy to shed his tears easily. The last time is saw him cry was when he broke up with someone he really had feelings for.
Everyone has been through this stage yeah. Its puberty and all the raging hormones but he seems to be more affected than most of us. Sigh Sigh Sigh. Big Sigh. I want everything to be okay, to return to normal. I'm so tired all of the adrenaline rush. I don't want to be home all alone worrying that something might happened to him. Life has taken a toll on me. (x_X")
Every family has their own problems...
Anyway i just came home from a sleepover at Mal's house. Pentagon and Jac is still the best =D. All the crappiness even though we didn't talk much but yeah it was fun just slacking together. I felt like they are my haven of rest. My spiritual support. I could cast aside all my worries when i'm with them. I had fun just watching vcds with them. Kung Pow =pPppppPpPpp. Let's do it more often kays ! This friendship is beyond what i could ever wish for.
I wanted to take photos with them but i forgot to bring my camera ! -what a waste-
Yeah i love you guys lots and lots yeah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
¶ 3:03 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Long Entry hahas
First its 10 May which means a small little girl was borned on this day !!! Do you know what's her name? Its Nicole !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes Nicole, Happy 17 th birthday girl *Muacks* Hahahas hope you enjoyed yourself today ya. Sorry that i'm unable to celebrate it with you but yeah Chun, Hai, Xinyi, Xinling and me got a present ready for you. Excited *sticks tongue out* ? Hahas so you're 17, may 17 lovely incident happen today for e.g meeting some handsome guy. *weet~* Hahas Happy Birthday Nicole.
Oh yeah, i slept at one am yesterday because of Project work. (x_X) but hahas i was so energetic in school today. Muahahas. Hyperactive people rocks ! *Jumps up and down* Anyway i know everyone is complaining about project work and stuff so yeah i shall not complain about it =x hahas we must be positive. Project Work rocks ! Lalalalala~
Talking about project work I got to know about my project work group today. Its a all girls group. Whee ~ Hahas girl power rocks ! We should be pretty efficient yeah. We have already decided on a day solely for PW. We rock =p Hopefully everything goes well. I know fancy a nervous breakdown because of PW ya. Muahahahas. Oh yeah, PW also gave me a chance to use my thumbdrive. I love it, so handy ! Now i know the benefits of having a thumbdrive. -Yes yes, i'm laggy~- Oh yeah Xinyi was pretty upset about her project work group too, poor girl. Hahas and i wasn't helping at all. I was constantly taunting her. What to do, i am such a great friend. *wink* but yeah Xinyi, i think it isn't that bad ya. Cheer up girl. =D
Well something pretty major happened yesterday and yeah it upset the whole class. Basically we found out lots of stuff about our subject teachers and they weren't postitive. I guess everyone felt unjustified by the accusation. Yes, we might be a little rowdy but we do perform. We hand in our work on time and contribute in class yeah. Its not like we go on a strike and refuse to do any work. Hello~ i think we are more well behaved than so many other classes. Hmpfs ! I guess it hurt because those remarks were told behind our backs. We thought the teachers loved our enthusiasm and spirit but oh well, we were wrong. We were disillusioned all along. Its very disappointing to know that your teachers whom you had so much respect for actually backstabbed you. I might sound a little harsh by using the word backstabbed but it really felt this way. I miss Temasek Sec already. I miss Ms woon so much !!! She's the greatest form teacher.
Hairiato was very very upset too. So yea Hai. i'm here to tell you that you are the greatest class rep together with Sarah kays. =D You fulfilled your duties and even went the extra mile so yeah thanks !
Oh updates for badminton !!!
We lost to mjc 5-0 !!
We lost to tjc 5-1 !1
Guys lost to Njc 4-1 !!
but yeah i am very proud of them. This marks the end for tpjc in this year's A division but its just the start for next year's competition =D Go go go ~
Can i complain that i have a lot of work to do? =( hahas =x
Oh yeah, Mr Gay ask me what's my mother tongue again (-_-") Faints !!!! He thinks i'm very quiet in class. Erm, hahas i'm just being attentive okays =p
I finished reading the monk !!!! Had a nightmare that very night about the ending !!! *i want mama !!!* yeah it was that bad !
Oh yeah anyway people, Juren suggested going back to Tms together next tuesday at 4pm to collect our certs !! can you guys make it? Msg me ya. Then after we collected our certs, we can go out and catch up on the old times man.
And yeah, Lynette take good care of yourself yeah. Hope you recover soon !!!!! Poor thing !
I read the testimonial Yasmeen wrote for Sarah and the one Sarah wrote for Yasmeen. I cried. I was reminded of the time when Chun, Nicole and Ling left. Pentagon wasn't with me. It felt horrible. I can understand how Yasmeen feel. Sigh !! Why must people part ?
Stop telling me i'm in love. Stop telling me that i thought of him for the past few months. Stop saying that i wish i could see him the next instant. I know i'm not in love. ¶ 6:21 PM
Oh yeah, i slept at one am yesterday because of Project work. (x_X) but hahas i was so energetic in school today. Muahahas. Hyperactive people rocks ! *Jumps up and down* Anyway i know everyone is complaining about project work and stuff so yeah i shall not complain about it =x hahas we must be positive. Project Work rocks ! Lalalalala~
Talking about project work I got to know about my project work group today. Its a all girls group. Whee ~ Hahas girl power rocks ! We should be pretty efficient yeah. We have already decided on a day solely for PW. We rock =p Hopefully everything goes well. I know fancy a nervous breakdown because of PW ya. Muahahahas. Oh yeah, PW also gave me a chance to use my thumbdrive. I love it, so handy ! Now i know the benefits of having a thumbdrive. -Yes yes, i'm laggy~- Oh yeah Xinyi was pretty upset about her project work group too, poor girl. Hahas and i wasn't helping at all. I was constantly taunting her. What to do, i am such a great friend. *wink* but yeah Xinyi, i think it isn't that bad ya. Cheer up girl. =D
Well something pretty major happened yesterday and yeah it upset the whole class. Basically we found out lots of stuff about our subject teachers and they weren't postitive. I guess everyone felt unjustified by the accusation. Yes, we might be a little rowdy but we do perform. We hand in our work on time and contribute in class yeah. Its not like we go on a strike and refuse to do any work. Hello~ i think we are more well behaved than so many other classes. Hmpfs ! I guess it hurt because those remarks were told behind our backs. We thought the teachers loved our enthusiasm and spirit but oh well, we were wrong. We were disillusioned all along. Its very disappointing to know that your teachers whom you had so much respect for actually backstabbed you. I might sound a little harsh by using the word backstabbed but it really felt this way. I miss Temasek Sec already. I miss Ms woon so much !!! She's the greatest form teacher.
Hairiato was very very upset too. So yea Hai. i'm here to tell you that you are the greatest class rep together with Sarah kays. =D You fulfilled your duties and even went the extra mile so yeah thanks !
Oh updates for badminton !!!
We lost to mjc 5-0 !!
We lost to tjc 5-1 !1
Guys lost to Njc 4-1 !!
but yeah i am very proud of them. This marks the end for tpjc in this year's A division but its just the start for next year's competition =D Go go go ~
Can i complain that i have a lot of work to do? =( hahas =x
Oh yeah, Mr Gay ask me what's my mother tongue again (-_-") Faints !!!! He thinks i'm very quiet in class. Erm, hahas i'm just being attentive okays =p
I finished reading the monk !!!! Had a nightmare that very night about the ending !!! *i want mama !!!* yeah it was that bad !
Oh yeah anyway people, Juren suggested going back to Tms together next tuesday at 4pm to collect our certs !! can you guys make it? Msg me ya. Then after we collected our certs, we can go out and catch up on the old times man.
And yeah, Lynette take good care of yourself yeah. Hope you recover soon !!!!! Poor thing !
I read the testimonial Yasmeen wrote for Sarah and the one Sarah wrote for Yasmeen. I cried. I was reminded of the time when Chun, Nicole and Ling left. Pentagon wasn't with me. It felt horrible. I can understand how Yasmeen feel. Sigh !! Why must people part ?
Stop telling me i'm in love. Stop telling me that i thought of him for the past few months. Stop saying that i wish i could see him the next instant. I know i'm not in love. ¶ 6:21 PM
Marilene's Chalet !!! 30 April~
Marilene's Chalet on her birthday !
Lynette, Hui Chun and Xinyi ( Un-demure) =p All in pink that day. Telepathy.
Xinyi, me ( only one in black) and Lynette.
Look who's running !! Muahahas Kah Wee aka Kiwi.
Sweet picture. Hai, Hui Chun and Yasmeen. Hai look so kiddie yeah !
I'm the only one in black again. I tell you they had something against me hahas =x
Chun and me ! ( We played stress the other day ! )
AwwWwWwwww. Jeshua complaint that he looked gay. (-_-")
So yep that's about it for Marilene's Chalet. Oh yeah, Eugene ( Marilene's little brother is really adorable ! I so want to pinch him ! ) ¶ 5:50 PM
Lynette, Hui Chun and Xinyi ( Un-demure) =p All in pink that day. Telepathy.
Xinyi, me ( only one in black) and Lynette.
Look who's running !! Muahahas Kah Wee aka Kiwi.
Sweet picture. Hai, Hui Chun and Yasmeen. Hai look so kiddie yeah !
I'm the only one in black again. I tell you they had something against me hahas =x
Chun and me ! ( We played stress the other day ! )
AwwWwWwwww. Jeshua complaint that he looked gay. (-_-")
So yep that's about it for Marilene's Chalet. Oh yeah, Eugene ( Marilene's little brother is really adorable ! I so want to pinch him ! ) ¶ 5:50 PM
Jingfang the Narcissistic !!!!!
When i am bored, i start to do silly things =D 
I act like a monkey. 
Then get really sad with Penguin Kelvin Junior. 
Well, we can also give the spastic look.
Or i can pretend, i'm really old. 
and a little mad. 
and pretend to act sweet *puke* 
Then act cute *faints*
and even pretend i'm thinking of something. 
You see i'm disorientated 
I shall give you the big big smile !!! 
Eyes open wide !!!!
and smile !!! again !! Then at night !!! 
I'll wear a dark framed specs 
then you might think i'm okay. 
well, i'm not actually muahahas 
Nope, its not constipation.
I'm just deep in thoughts. 
Once i sort it out, 
I'm still the sweet old me lalalala~
¶ 5:30 PM
Eyes open wide !!!!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
A crappy day with me =D
i will always remember 30 April when you made me cry so badly. I'm not angry or anything just hurt that you made me feel so helpless. i may act like nothing happened but deep down it still affects me. It does.
Had 3 tests today and i survived, triumphant !!!!!!!!!!
Sports day tomorrow, the whole class (girls) are running for 12 x 100m. *faints*
I love my faculty t-shirt. so pretty~
Mjc vs tpjc (badminton A division girls) tomorrow. *screams* all the best girls. I will be rooting for all of you !
Guys lost to srjc and acjc but i'm still very proud of them ! good fight =D
My little brother gave me the shock of my life yesterday. Shall not elaborate but ya Kel, jie jie loves you kay !! *muacks* Don't ever change ya, i love you just the way you are.
Lynette darling fell ill today, felt like i haven't seen her for ages. Hope she gets well soon !
Xinyi and me were irritating Hui Chun with the song " wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury" *Hums*
Hahas saw t shirt size ranging for xxs to xxxl today ~ woah !
Oh yah Alton slept through Economics Test today. I am impressed but ya poor boy, he has been really tired. Jia you Alton !!!!
Hai and me laughed about the sizes of the shirts today *sniggers*
I called Shakfikah a shark today muahahahs.
Today is a pretty good day. Praise the Lord =D !
Hahas i can't wait for the match tomorrow *screams*
¶ 6:05 PM
Had 3 tests today and i survived, triumphant !!!!!!!!!!
Sports day tomorrow, the whole class (girls) are running for 12 x 100m. *faints*
I love my faculty t-shirt. so pretty~
Mjc vs tpjc (badminton A division girls) tomorrow. *screams* all the best girls. I will be rooting for all of you !
Guys lost to srjc and acjc but i'm still very proud of them ! good fight =D
My little brother gave me the shock of my life yesterday. Shall not elaborate but ya Kel, jie jie loves you kay !! *muacks* Don't ever change ya, i love you just the way you are.
Lynette darling fell ill today, felt like i haven't seen her for ages. Hope she gets well soon !
Xinyi and me were irritating Hui Chun with the song " wouldn't it be nice if the world was cadbury" *Hums*
Hahas saw t shirt size ranging for xxs to xxxl today ~ woah !
Oh yah Alton slept through Economics Test today. I am impressed but ya poor boy, he has been really tired. Jia you Alton !!!!
Hai and me laughed about the sizes of the shirts today *sniggers*
I called Shakfikah a shark today muahahahs.
Today is a pretty good day. Praise the Lord =D !
Hahas i can't wait for the match tomorrow *screams*
¶ 6:05 PM
