Excluding today ( 29 Aug'06 and the first day of prelims 11 Sept' 06 )

ITS ONLY 12 DAYS LEFT TO PRELIMS

AND

64 DAYS TO the start of A's  ¶ 6:55 PM

  24 August'06

Today I would like to tell you that many things were bothering me
that I think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
Today i would like to tell you that i was feeling sad,
frustrated and irritated by the hassles of life and the incapability to handle 'em.
Today i would like to tell you that i'm really tired
drained by the pace of work and neverending duties.
Today i would like to tell that you that it was a bad day
i couldn't see the clouds with my clouded vision.
Today i would like to tell you at 12.10pm that i was having a busy day
six straight periods of literature without any breaks.
Today i would like to tell you that i'm really proud of myself
I survived the six straight periods of literature and even wrote two pages for my test.
Today i would like to tell you that i wonder if you are coping well with your life,
its the last lap we're approaching, i know you'll give your best.
Today i would like to tell you that my teacher praised you and held you in high regards,
I bet many other teachers felt the same way but didn't voice it out.
Today i would like to tell you that i think you are losing weight,
remember not to skip lunch and take care of your health.
Today i would like to tell you that i hope you are having enough rest
free from nightmares and filled with sweet dreamsSs.
Today i would like to tell you that i really still care
and that i know i should stop rambling, i'm trying i swear.
Today i would like to tell you that i hope to turn the hands of time,
i'll train hard to get into the team so on 6 of may i would have been out of school early and never noticed you.
Life would be great if i didn't know you.


butiknowimnowonlyhalfasrealdenyingyou.
  ¶ 10:51 AM

  I have no idea what's up with sprouting vulgarities. I seriously got to stop going "WAH LAO" at every single thing that displeases me.

Stop it Jingfang, stop it. Do you know how awful it sounds. BRAH ~

Study time ..  ¶ 3:57 PM

  I have been receiving complains that i don't go online anymore and that my blog is dead (x_X). So here i am to update my blog since i'm home early today *hurray ! =x

Been going to school on my own for the past 3 weeks because Daddy fractured his leg. *sulks I just realised how pampered i am. Every morning, my maid will have to wake me up more than once and i would take my time to wash up usually until 7.10am. I was never worried about being late in the past because i know Daddy would fetch me to school. I am accustomed to tying my hair and wearing my shoes in the car. Its a totally different case now. I have to tie my hair and wear my shoes before leaving the house =( Got to leave the house preferably before 7am so i would not look like it just rained early in the morning. When i leave at 7.10am, i would start panicking and leave some stuff behind which is so irritating. Sobs, i want a lift to school. Anyone? =x Anyway really Praise the Lord for today's experience. I left home at 7.15am and just when i reached the side gate, the aunty shut it right in my face. Fortunately i had Liyi beside me to entertain me during the long stroll to the main gate and in the end i wasn't late *Praise the Lord. *jumps its things like that that start my day off right.

Oh and i bought the album that i was looking for =) and it only cost $12.90. What a steal ! I need retail therapy soon ! Saw so many nice bags the other day and belts that were going on sale. Oh and mama commented that my high heels were cracking. Its made of leather and no one told me that i was supposed to oil it. *BITES I happen to like that pair of heels quite a bit. Oh well, it means time to get more heels *yayness. But i guess all these would have to be postponed till after A's. I know many of my friends have already drawn out plans for events after their A's. Mine is all in my head, just get down to writing them down when i have the time.

BRAH! Everything I say now are like in future tense because of the A's.

Anyway here's a shoutout to Shu, Mich, Demeni and Mush: I <3 guys =")">

And to Darling: Get well soon darling (",) and i have faith in you. You are stronger than you think you are. Just let everything fall into place and things will work out. Hang in there. We will press on together. When we look back in years to come, A's will share the same place as PSLE and O levels. *chuckles. Right *wink*

so people, start working to get the A's. because everyone is capable of it but not everyone wants it bad enough.







  ¶ 5:45 PM

  Okay i'm suppose to write 3 achievements for my graduation testimonial.


HOW ? ITS SO ODD TO PRAISE MYSELF

*BLUSH  ¶ 6:47 PM

  Just got home from the studio recording.
Time check: 12.10am
Recording was great. First hand experience with studio recording. Though a tad tired, okay maybe not only a tad.I'm drained but i had fun =) All the laughters and attempts to avoid the camera (but to no avail). I want to do it again =x oh and i do pity the mediacorp artists. The recording studio is situated so far away from the main road. Wonder what they would do without a car of their own.

which reminds me: A big thank you to Xinyi's dad for sending a few of us home. ROCKS ! =)


Oh and something interesting happened during Maths class. She said he's smart and i couldn't help it. I started laughing. Its one that is happy for him. Even though everything has come to a conclusion, i'm still amused by these minor stuff. He told me he saw him and i was pretty upset. He's still the jar of emotion. Its okay that its not important to him. I'm just dwelling in my own happiness and probably in months to come i'll forget, maybe i won't. but no worries, the paths won't find the meeting point.

Good night for now. Silent night and i must listen. for its different now, the nights. Got to go to bed or else i'll be on my late spree again. SHAKE HEAD. you got to understand ! the alarm clock(S) don't work on me xD   ¶ 12:46 AM

  My throat hurts like a volcano's erupting within. I don't even want to swallow.

I hate hearing myself now.

Blasting music into my ears to drown out all the noise from below. * with a earphone, won't want my family to think i'm going cranky

Been staring at the computer for the past 5 hours and i haven't accomplished much.

Know i'm supposed to be studying but my butt's just stuck.

Can't find the song that i want. This sucks. Think i got to resort to buying the soundtrack

Haven't been attending Youth Meeting. Feeling like a piece of shit. wasted

Tummy feels weird and i don't know what's going on.

Drank two teacups of tea only to worsen my throat.

Pimple outbreak * do i even need to elaborate

Sky's turning dark, the house is dimming but i don't feel like switching the lights on.

Vision's blurring, contacts failing me again.

Sleepy but i don't feel like going to bed. Its way too early.

I think i look like a bulldog.

No motivation whatsoever to start.

Mummy just sneaked up on me to show me the stuff you bought.

My face is really oily.

Don't feel like answering any phonecalls or replying any smses.

Papa seeks an explanation and i don't feel like talking to him. THE THROAT YES THE THROAT

Papa shows me an ice cream to hoax me. *THE THROAT THE THROAT THE THROAT DADDY

Can i just blank out ?  ¶ 6:24 PM

  11 August, exactly one month before prelims starts.

Time for a COUNTDOWN !

















and definitely TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS !


highlighted in red for emphasis  ¶ 12:11 PM

  Oh i forgot to mention.. Chun was performing =)


I'm really proud of you !!!!!!!!!!! *muacks ! you made it through chun. All the hard work that you put in paid off.

and when you look back in years to come, you know that its all worthwhile (",)   ¶ 7:12 PM

  Sai Gang ! Let's talk about Synergy ( A Band & Guitar production)~ last saturday which i became involved in by volunteering as a carpark attendant but end up as a back stage crew . *curses

It taught me 10 valuable things that i will NEVER EVER forget ( strange how my list always comes in 10s )

1) Never ever do backstage duties !

2) If ever involved ( voluntary or involuntary ), remember to exploit your teacher like how i did *beams ask for Ben and Jerry's treat !

3) Forget about being stringy, thrifty ( or whatever you call it ) Brah ~ Buy the ticket

4) $10 is a small price to pay for a concert

5) Tpjc has very very very very very very poor organisation skills. $&*%#&$

6) VCH is not suitable for concerts with major movement

7) Do not attempt to study under such conditions, its futile.

8) Bring along paper bags under such condition to cover your face so that your friends who are smart enough to pay $10 wouldn't be able to recognise you lest they shout your name while you are moving the chairs *SO EMBARRASSING !!!! (>_<)

9) VCH uncles who help to move the chair are very nice =) Thank you uncles !

10) Always respect backstage crew *they are valuable resources !!!! *cough cough


So Darling and Ah Yi came up 5cs for the supposedly carpark crew !


5Cs: Coordinate Chairs, Cars and Cones for Concert which is otherwise as SAI GANG !!! SHITTY WORK !


Note: Kel says that it is also known as Faeces ! x_X" i think he's thinking too much. QUESTION MARK

Even though it was hard work, even though i felt like murdering the teachers, even though i felt like slamming the instruments at the players..

i had my share of fun too =)

Khai and Ah yi, we made it *WHEEEE!!!!!! <3

In loving memory of the carpark crew ( that will never be formed again ) Shalina , darling, ah yi and Khai we rock !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* Pictures taken from Khai's blog =) thank Khai !

  ¶ 6:37 PM