Birthday presents part 2 This is the perfume that i want :) Pups bought it for me before actually but i only used it twice before i dropped it on the floor.It shattered into pieces and diffused into the air.. *sulks


  ¶ 9:59 AM

  Went out with the shutterbabes yesterday <3 We had our meal at secret recipe and decided to catch a movie after our meal. My shutterbabes made me a birthday card ^.^ 波儿loves homemade cards but i love the people who made it even more. Hahas and some things never change.. Shutterbabes will always love horror flick..

Shu Shu made us chocolates :)

Hahas and Mich goh couldn't meet us..but we always remember her :) DRAG ME TO MICH GOH hahahahas * ROAR
  ¶ 9:37 AM

  What 波儿would like for her birthday :D

1) A really lovely bouquet of RED roses. *NO PINK ROSES PLEASE:(
2) Heart key charm from tiffany and co
3) Hugo Boss Femme perfume
4) The whole series of twilight
5) sony cybershot t900
6) Altec lansing moondance m302 speaker
7) Make up :) - from two way cake, to eye shadow and eye liner (liquid), i welcome all :) except mascara.
8) A jewellery stand * Basement of Raffles City has a really nice one :D
9) Cecilia Ahern's book ( i already have ps i love you and where rainbow ends :D )
10) and yes i love reading hand written cards
11)This particular precious thots figurine with this little boy sleeping on a big bed *the last time i saw it was in bugis like years ago
12) bags more bags and more bags
13) hp mini laptop
14) i know i just changed my hp but i don't mind a lg ice cream phone :) white please
15) and lots and lots of birthday messages :)


  ¶ 10:39 AM

  Yesterday i made Wei song super worried because he thought i was crying.. I was feeling quite cold so i started sniffing and you know, being the drama queen i pretended to be crying just for fun and Wei song happened to walk pass and had the shock of his life. He asked me really sincerely if i was feeling sad and i was like "ya..*sniff sniff. The next thing i know i had a stack of tissue paper on my table :/ hahas imagine his reaction when he found out i was just fooling around.

Oh and 小良didn't come to work yesterday :( but Wei song was afraid that he was just late ( as usual) and bought a packet of rice for him anyway but he didn't turn up. So sweet right :) and i didn't get to watch my late night movie at 230am yesterday with night shift cause our customers left late !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ANGRY  ¶ 10:31 AM

  Bestie is asking where's my birthday wishlist








:D

  ¶ 4:36 PM

  Received my first present from 胜yesterday. Quite happy :D He called me to ask me if i received it and i was like trying to pretend that i don't know anything. HAHAHAS any fuun jie was the one who bought it as he was too busy in malaysia to get me anything so he asked fuun jie to choose for him. I keep asking him why he choose a torchlight keychain then he was like " no lehz, i wanted to get a couple keychain, not the one fuun choose" Funny can =x but anyway i like it a lot cause when i can't get to sleep at night i can shine it in my room :) i'm quite scared that the battery will run out very soon so i try my best to stop using it. hahas happy happy girl :) i'm really glad he remembered his promise that he will get me a present.

还是胜好:) 但这不代表不用送生日礼物哈哈哈



  ¶ 4:30 PM

  很痛..因为当我终于面对我的感情

却发现你早已离我而去。

很痛..因为发现原来我真的很需要你。






是时候学会遗忘..放下。  ¶ 2:11 PM

  当我难过时..
第一个回我简讯的是你。




当在爱情情里受挫折，告诉你我觉得自己很笨时..
你叫我教Zhujing怎么去woodlands mrt, 那么简单的事
然后很体贴的说：“还是你聪明！”

胜，谢谢。  ¶ 4:32 PM

  I realised that i'm really happy at work and i keep laughing and laughing cause we keep doing lame stuff and fooling around but when its about time to go home, i start to feel a little afraid. I don't know how to get through the night. I'm admit that i'm scared but i'm glad i have my night shift to make me laugh.

Wei song, thanks for asking if i felt better. I appreciate it :)

Wei liang, thanks for your kind gesture and telling me i can message you and lee lee anytime :)

Ann lee, lee lee where are you ??? can you finish your ict soon !!

Edmund, thanks for sharing with me what you usually do when you are sad hahahahahahahahs ! but nope no drinking and smoking and drinking and smoking and drinking again and smoking for me :) and i know you have your problems too so stop guessing why i am sad. WAHAHAHAS

Maggie Wong, thanks for always listening to me :) and giving me your very honest opinion

Lyon, thanks for always doing stupid things and saying stupid things to make me laugh :) You think like that very cute *Wink

Stanley loh !!! thanks for everything :) all your stupid and not feasible advice and for just being there to entertain me

Fabian, your presence is just a pure entertainment to me. LAOGONG DEAREST <3 you know i'm just fooling around but thanks for allowing me to call you that and always giving me that very stupid look.

I feel very loved when you guys give me all the glass balls in the liquor bottles because you guys know that i like them, thanks..


I <3 my night shift and ex night shift.




and Jasper bestie..thanks for everything.. you don't know how much i appreciate your presence in my life *HUGS It comforts me to know that you are always around. hahas like you said from my first breakup, my grandmother's funeral to my second break up, to nicholas' operation and now to this.. you were always there. thanks :)
  ¶ 4:17 PM

    ¶ 3:34 PM

  我不知道该怎么办



从此以后，天空不会在放晴了。  ¶ 6:25 AM

  死心。心死  ¶ 4:34 AM

  And i found out that there's another girl in his life. why why why, after everything that i done, it still ends up like that. it makes me want to hate you so bad kelven. you never did love me after all these. i was like a tool for you, just always there when you needed someone but who ever loves a tool. but do you know how much the tool loves the owner? it took me so long to finally admit that i still have feelings for you and not jia sheng, and i have been ignoring jia sheng because of you and then i found out that you are attached all these while. i rather you tell me straight in the face that you have someone in your life rather than lead me on and tell you want to be with me. make me keep believing and believing and then break my heart. what is wrong with you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to stay out of your affairs from now on. you really lost me this time.

you keep saying that you want people to trust you but how am i suppose to trust you when you fail me so many times. how ?? please tell me how. time after time you lie to me and i keep believing that you will change but you never ever will. first tiffany now julia. i had it with you. why can't you tell me straight in the face that all you want is for us to be friends. i can accept that you know. i do not appreciate all the mushy messages you send to me because they don't mean a single thing. if you told me earlier, i could have moved on. but you never did want to let me go, you keep deceiving me with your lies.

do you know how cruel it is to make someone trust you with all her heart with all your lies. why can't you just let me go..

this is the last time i am going to be so foolish and believe anything you say.. just leave me alone. yes i don't need someone like you to intrude my life. you have done enough damage. what more can you possibly do? my heart is already shattered.

kelven tay, our paths wouldn't cross anymore. never ever.

  ¶ 4:22 AM

 

and yes i did it again. i let you break my heart.

  ¶ 3:26 AM

  我对你失望到谷地..  ¶ 4:26 PM

  我想要的 那天跟朋友聊着聊着，朋友说：“其实你知道自己要什么阿！”


我想了想..



其实我想要的是你懂我。
  ¶ 10:04 PM

  人与人之间的关系很微妙..

生命里我们都会遇到那个我们很重视，很珍惜的朋友。
但这段友谊之路、走着走着不知怎么了
走歪了..
两人的距离越来越远。
虽让在同一条路上，但两人并没同行。


原来友谊之路， 无论是宽的或狭窄的都需要空间..

  ¶ 9:41 PM

  Currently in a conflict...












with myself.  ¶ 9:30 PM