And i found out that there's another girl in his life. why why why, after everything that i done, it still ends up like that. it makes me want to hate you so bad kelven. you never did love me after all these. i was like a tool for you, just always there when you needed someone but who ever loves a tool. but do you know how much the tool loves the owner? it took me so long to finally admit that i still have feelings for you and not jia sheng, and i have been ignoring jia sheng because of you and then i found out that you are attached all these while. i rather you tell me straight in the face that you have someone in your life rather than lead me on and tell you want to be with me. make me keep believing and believing and then break my heart. what is wrong with you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to stay out of your affairs from now on. you really lost me this time.

you keep saying that you want people to trust you but how am i suppose to trust you when you fail me so many times. how ?? please tell me how. time after time you lie to me and i keep believing that you will change but you never ever will. first tiffany now julia. i had it with you. why can't you tell me straight in the face that all you want is for us to be friends. i can accept that you know. i do not appreciate all the mushy messages you send to me because they don't mean a single thing. if you told me earlier, i could have moved on. but you never did want to let me go, you keep deceiving me with your lies.

do you know how cruel it is to make someone trust you with all her heart with all your lies. why can't you just let me go..

this is the last time i am going to be so foolish and believe anything you say.. just leave me alone. yes i don't need someone like you to intrude my life. you have done enough damage. what more can you possibly do? my heart is already shattered.

kelven tay, our paths wouldn't cross anymore. never ever.

  ¶ 4:22 AM