Gosh i hate myself. I actually missed all my driving lessons that i booked from 03 Nov onwards. I totally forgot that i actually booked those lessons LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! Hate myself hate myself hate myself. I can imagine pups' reaction if he finds out ( which he isn't going to ). *SCREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when i promise people and do things so blatently without thinking ! There's a limit to the amount of time i have at hand especially with the neverending assignments and readings, there's a limit to the amount of things i can do.SOBS SOBS SOBS. UPSET. I am seriously feeling very upset now. I don't like it that i am so disorganised. I don't like myself la !!!!!!!!!!! frustrated. I'm like wasting pups' money la. wasting them all on those unnecessary stuff. I am at so bad at my financial control, i think i will be a bankrupt when i enter into the society. PLEASE remind me not to throw myself into such situations anymore. My gosh, jingfang something is seriously wrong with you.  ¶ 11:26 PM