Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Seriously i'm quite frustrated over my work. I seriously don't like the morning crew. Maybe its because they are all girls so its harder to get along with 'em. I'm not being mean or anything but you know girls tend to bitch around and backstab one another more and they feel that there's nothing wrong. Being a newbie there, i've seen how they backstabbed one another and yet still feel that they are best friends. Pretty revolting but what can i do? I find it easier to work with the night crew even though most of the time i work with 'em for approximately an hour during the transition period. They keep asking me to ask them if i don't understand but the thing is when i ask, can they even answer my question properly ? its okay if they are insincere and their attitude is horrible but they rarely answer my question. Its pretty obvious that they are bullying me. First when you want me to cut rooms, you say it properly through the microphone. Don't expect me to understand when you don't even announce properly. and when was it okay not to reply my standby? The night crew will never do that. You don't want me to repeat my stand by then reply it. Seriously very very pissed. And buffet..excuse me? room 38 is damn far to give to buffet customers can? and you dare to tell me i always make it very troublesome for you guys. When was it okay to give 38 for buffet when there are rooms available. Julin will definitely support me. I hate it whenever Julin is not around cause the morning crew always bully me when Julin isn't around. Julin is the one who is really teaching me properly. I admit that i do create mistakes but who doesn't? I really enjoyed it when Captain Benjamin was around for nearly a week because he's more sincere and he teaches. Ironically they backstabbed him too and yet when he took over for that period, they acted like best friends too. Really sick. I really miss having Julin around, its like i have to fend for myself without her around. That's why i told Julin not to clear her leave =x. They keep saying i've been there for a month already..hello? you guys also know its been a month. I hate it when they doubt my choice. I really envy Huiling cause the night crew is so much nicer and easier to get along. If its not for Jeffrey, i won't have any motivation to continue with this job. Told him today that i feel like quitting and he told me so soon? hahas and he told me that he don't in give his server stand by time. Super funny. Everytime i look at Stanley giving briefing and stuff and he says well done server, i feel like saying really? well done when they don't annouce clearly through the mic, well done when they don't reply stand by? i don't understand them at all. and it makes me think if Jeffrey is like that too. But yea i'm not going to quit so soon, i'm going to prove to them that i can do it. really really sick of the morning crew. Jeffrey suggested that i transfer to paradiz, super diaoz hahas but i'm going to stick on and show them. *GROWLS
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