The stars are far away

Thursday, February 22, 2007

Julin's back today *HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.She was scheduled in the morning shift with me*rocks man. not even afternoon shift can.hahas whee whee whee so we knocked off together and we went out for dinner after that. wahahahahahahas really enjoyed her company. did a little shopping, walked around gossip =x and here's something random i seriously think that captain benjamin is nice. Anyway i'm right, with Julin around nobody dared to bully me. Everything was back to normal. Stand bys and cutting of rooms. Seriously, i used to think the morning crew was pretty efficient but now i realised they are just running on a thin thread of pride. shakes head. its really hard when people tells you what to do and stuff. even worse when you are supposed to be the decision maker and people don't accept it. The things that Julin does when carried out by me, is questioned and doubted all the time. Excuse me how then am i supposed to learn. Julin and even Mr Jacky understands that it takes time but the rest don't. They think that one month is like so so so so long. You think i don't think? For your information, i think much more than you guys could have ever thought. Hahas okay a little exaggerating but yea i do think. i think alot in fact. and i don't know when you will see it. and till that day, i'll continue to try really hard to prove to you that i'm right.

Your recept is back today, no phonecalls whatsoever. makes me wonder if i'm really just someone you call when you are bored. Tomorrow's your offday..i wonder if there's any surprise. Gave you a surprise on my offday didn't i ? =pPp quite siannified. you know i don't expect much, i myself know that its not right. But then i hope i'm right about you. don't keep me hanging like that.

334.. because it was so hard to envision happy thoughts and remain optimistic today.

¶ 10:38 PM

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