An attempt at logic, to reason out everything that's wrong in life. The good things in life don't need an explanation but the downfalls are often covered with the fail attempts at reasoning and unnecessary explanations. Truth is, nobody wants to know the reason, satisfaction lies in the fact that it happened. Delightful to the human soul are mockery and humiliation. Empathy could not find a place, sympathy felt foolish. Stupidity must have overcame the weak heart thus i fell in love with a stranger.and foolishness must have sipped in because i'm still in love with that stranger.All the world's ugliness must have been engulfed because its found only in one person, me. Yet sadness left in search for a happier world thus i do not have the capacity to shed tears. Yet it feels so real, i distinctly remember the presence of knives in the walls of my heart.Pretense- a facade in consideration of other's happiness. it belongs to youmy pretense was there so that you couldn't tell how weak i am. all i can do is smile when i see you and pretend that i'm alright when all i want to do is to break down the wall between us. i need to go on a holiday to a remote island. and maybe i'll find you there.