My schedule is mad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Monday--> Lessons are until 4.10pm then badminton until 630pmTuesday--> Tutoring Yan Hong then Alumni band till 10 pmWednesday--> Badminton till 630pmThursday--> Tutoring Yan Hong againFriday--> Badminton till 5.30pm and hopefully i can make it on time for home meetingsSaturday--> Tutoring both Ming En and Yan Hong then Church till 6pmSunday--> Church and Piano AND NOW WE ARE GOING TO HAVE BADMINTON ON SATURDAYS STARTING FROM APRIL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Can someone enlighten me ? Why am i always so busy during the crucial period like my A level year? In 2004 when i was taking my O level..Band was my life, occupying 90% of my time and then the musical came which lasted all the way until July. Way too busy for my own goodLast year i was pretty happy with my schedule. No almuni band, i didn't give tuitions, badminton was only twice a week. I had reasonably enough time to study but not this year. sobs. Why why why why..I'm starting to feel quite drained. I can't stay awake at home. All i want to do is sleep. Even when i'm asleep i feel like i'm drifting in and out of conscienceness so i wake up feeling like i didn't get a wink of sleep at all. YAWN I'm not complaining like i hate the activities i'm involved in. Its just that i'm puzzled why i am always so busy when i should be focusing on my studies. Even my parents are getting a little annoyed that i'm always busy. Why must alumni band start this year?? Why couldn't it have started earlier or later. Sobs sobs sobs why now !!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway alumni band rocks and i have lotsa fun. Furthermore, i'm really ill disciplined and i haven't even started my revision.THIS IS NOT GOOD ~ All these rantings..~ *bleahzActually other than being both physically and mentally drained, i'm quite happy to be preoccupied especially when its doing the things you like e.g going to church, badminton and pianoBUT THE PROBLEM IS JINGFANG IS AN ILL DISCIPLINED BRAT WHO DOESN'T PIORITIZE HER TIME !!!!!!! my studies is so going to suffer if i going to allow myself to procrastinate..Getting below 30 for my gp essays is so not a warning sign Getting 23 for literature is so not scaring me ( and for goodness its a practical criticism paper ) Getting below 30 for my comprehension is not spooking me outGetting 5 for my econs essay is not telling me anything.NOT ~!my results are a far cry from what i was achieving last year and my results last year were only mediocre.Got to get to work soon..really really got to start. Am i scaring myself ? hmms..You know how to make me smile without saying much..