Saturday, September 24, 2005
Well,this post is going to be about my grandma.
She passed away 3 weeks ago on Sept 2.
It was due to a heart attack.
so she's gone..gone for now.
That's what i believe. That's my faith. We will be reunited again together one day.
I've been living with my grandma ever since i was a baby girl.
She's like my habit.
Its my habit to see her everyday.
Its my habit to have dinner with her (or least i try)
Its my habit to call her to eat before dinner.
Its my habit to see her sleeping in her room as i walk up the stair.
Its my habit to hear that she has been feeding my neighbour's dogs again.
Its my habit to hear that she scolded my maid again.
yea she's my habit and i always wanted her to witness my wedding but i guess its not possible.
The funeral was not easy to bear, considering that most of my relatives are non christian.
I praise the Lord that He guided us through. Looking back, we faced no objection and everything went smoothly with the Lord's guiding hands.
Praise the Lord.
However, i've been hurt by some of my relatives' comments and i'm not going to make a scene out of it.
I just want to say that its only human to behave like that but for goodness sake have some respect.
Respect for my grandmother, your grandmother, your mother.
A teenager like me has lost all respect for adults like you.
A sister/ cousin like me feel like there's no point in talking to you.
Ultimately my Lord tells me to love all of your flaws because He loved mine and he loved yours.
So to those who complained and made really blasphemous remarks about my Lord, all i can do it to pray for you.
Funerals always open my eyes to many issues and human nature.
The first time i saw such revolting acts were during grandfather's funeral.
Same thing, same issue. I hope they feel the shame of their acts.
Period.
I would like to thank my friends and all the church sisters and brothers who came to comfort me.
To the pentagon and Jac --> I know you guys will always be there and zhuang yes you did all that you can. Thanks . *gives all of ya a big hug*
To my family in tpjc --> Hai, chun, ah yi, darling..thank you for everything. chun and yi..thank you for the chocolates and baby biscuit. i love the baby biscuit. And hai, thanks for doing the sweetest thing ever. You messaged me every single day to comfort me. *hugs* and Darling..i want the chilli banana food. Hmpfs
Why are my friends nicer to me than my blood related family? i wonder and i don't need an answer.
Oh yea Kang Rong and Kristy --> you 2 are the sweetest cousin i can ever have. Love the both of ya. =) Stay this way okays..*wink*
I'm fine now..i just have to get use to not being able to see her when i come home. That's all.
Granny..now i know what you mean when you say that i'll remember everything you said when you pass away but your words are ringing in my head ever since you left.
Love ya..
¶ 10:32 AM
She passed away 3 weeks ago on Sept 2.
It was due to a heart attack.
so she's gone..gone for now.
That's what i believe. That's my faith. We will be reunited again together one day.
I've been living with my grandma ever since i was a baby girl.
She's like my habit.
Its my habit to see her everyday.
Its my habit to have dinner with her (or least i try)
Its my habit to call her to eat before dinner.
Its my habit to see her sleeping in her room as i walk up the stair.
Its my habit to hear that she has been feeding my neighbour's dogs again.
Its my habit to hear that she scolded my maid again.
yea she's my habit and i always wanted her to witness my wedding but i guess its not possible.
The funeral was not easy to bear, considering that most of my relatives are non christian.
I praise the Lord that He guided us through. Looking back, we faced no objection and everything went smoothly with the Lord's guiding hands.
Praise the Lord.
However, i've been hurt by some of my relatives' comments and i'm not going to make a scene out of it.
I just want to say that its only human to behave like that but for goodness sake have some respect.
Respect for my grandmother, your grandmother, your mother.
A teenager like me has lost all respect for adults like you.
A sister/ cousin like me feel like there's no point in talking to you.
Ultimately my Lord tells me to love all of your flaws because He loved mine and he loved yours.
So to those who complained and made really blasphemous remarks about my Lord, all i can do it to pray for you.
Funerals always open my eyes to many issues and human nature.
The first time i saw such revolting acts were during grandfather's funeral.
Same thing, same issue. I hope they feel the shame of their acts.
Period.
I would like to thank my friends and all the church sisters and brothers who came to comfort me.
To the pentagon and Jac --> I know you guys will always be there and zhuang yes you did all that you can. Thanks . *gives all of ya a big hug*
To my family in tpjc --> Hai, chun, ah yi, darling..thank you for everything. chun and yi..thank you for the chocolates and baby biscuit. i love the baby biscuit. And hai, thanks for doing the sweetest thing ever. You messaged me every single day to comfort me. *hugs* and Darling..i want the chilli banana food. Hmpfs
Why are my friends nicer to me than my blood related family? i wonder and i don't need an answer.
Oh yea Kang Rong and Kristy --> you 2 are the sweetest cousin i can ever have. Love the both of ya. =) Stay this way okays..*wink*
I'm fine now..i just have to get use to not being able to see her when i come home. That's all.
Granny..now i know what you mean when you say that i'll remember everything you said when you pass away but your words are ringing in my head ever since you left.
Love ya..
¶ 10:32 AM
