I dread school !! i wake up every morning with this split headache and feeling all sore. My first thoughts are " i don't want to go to school, can i ?" this is followed by " oh Lord Jesus !" The Lord is my strength and my comfort as satan beckons me to follow him. i feel violently sick.. like i could puke any moment. Every felt like the self destruct button is waiting for you. i'm feeling it now..but i will not give in..sadness is my motivation to hang on.