Saturday, August 21, 2004
when emotions run wild..
i laughed, i sighed, i yawned, i smiled, i shouted, all in a day ! Emotions are such beautiful things to help a person express their thoughts..but i chose to show you an emotion i dislike..i chose to be aloof in front of you..don't ask me why, i don't haf the answer. Maybe you can try asking my heart or my brain..?? ( Question Mark) i wished you see the real me, the me who wishes to look into your eyes and smile but oh well.. when i see you.. i just want to hide, i want to run, that's why all i can do when i spot you is to bend down my head. I'm baffled too.. i don't understand why i'm acting that, but maybe one day we will finally get to know each other and then i can talk to you with a smile on my face..hopefully..!
Now when i think about Money..i think about Pad..Jacq, you're fault !! (private joke between the group 2 sisters) haha..my gosh..can't take it..-sticks tongue out-
"Why do you go for friday meetings nowadays? you haf a crush on the brothers?" my mum never fails to amuse me with her words..!! she said that in the car today..i was utterly shocked..!!! she is always making such comments..the other time she actually suspected i had a crush on this church brother who is like 1.8m? haha i know i'm short mummy~ gosh~ -faint- horibble !! totally ridiculour..but at least it made me laugh..=x
Oh and Ms neo reprimanded me and told me that i'm cheating during mock exam..as i didn't stop writing when she had said so...i feel so demoralished =( !!! -guilty- i was at my wit's end..!! i wanted to get like at least 3 pathetic marks by completing my first paragraph but obviously wrong move..!! my senses felt numb then, didn't know how to react..i remained sitted for a few minutes before taking my bag.. the feeling was wierd !! it felt like everyone was so unreal..all that matters was my pride. you can say i'm spastic..but i think my pride was deeply wounded !! i wish i could put this incident behind me..
Casuarina: small and inconspicuous, they have thorns to prevent themselves from getting hurt, they are dull so that they do not attract wild life..
¶ 9:36 PM
Now when i think about Money..i think about Pad..Jacq, you're fault !! (private joke between the group 2 sisters) haha..my gosh..can't take it..-sticks tongue out-
"Why do you go for friday meetings nowadays? you haf a crush on the brothers?" my mum never fails to amuse me with her words..!! she said that in the car today..i was utterly shocked..!!! she is always making such comments..the other time she actually suspected i had a crush on this church brother who is like 1.8m? haha i know i'm short mummy~ gosh~ -faint- horibble !! totally ridiculour..but at least it made me laugh..=x
Oh and Ms neo reprimanded me and told me that i'm cheating during mock exam..as i didn't stop writing when she had said so...i feel so demoralished =( !!! -guilty- i was at my wit's end..!! i wanted to get like at least 3 pathetic marks by completing my first paragraph but obviously wrong move..!! my senses felt numb then, didn't know how to react..i remained sitted for a few minutes before taking my bag.. the feeling was wierd !! it felt like everyone was so unreal..all that matters was my pride. you can say i'm spastic..but i think my pride was deeply wounded !! i wish i could put this incident behind me..
Casuarina: small and inconspicuous, they have thorns to prevent themselves from getting hurt, they are dull so that they do not attract wild life..
¶ 9:36 PM
