Wednesday, August 25, 2004
poNdeRs...
Is it an obsession or is he my motivation..hee i would rather think that he's my inspiration..Ronald Susilo~ gosh..!!! i'm inspired to continue to embark on my journey of badminton because of him..!! Let's see..ever since pri six after i left Gongshang's badminton school team..i haven't really played or continue training though i was still interested in badminton..but there wasn't exactly any avenue for me to continue to pursue my interest..and together with the tedious schedule in school..i had to give up on badminton. However after watching Ronald Susilo's match against Ponsana..i was inspired to play badminton ..=) Now i'm so desperate to join Singapore Badminton Association..Dream Dream..haha..but hee i'm quite sure i'm going to join badminton in the next institution i will go to!!! Ronald Susilo just puts a smile on my face, he rocks ! I think Ponsana is a very talented player too..he can play without looking at the shuttle =x haha..that's something worth learning from..!
I looked at someone intensively today and i saw the drastic change in him. i wonder if its me or has he really changed into someone i can barely recognise? He's grown up, matured..from the little silly naive boy that i know..to someone who has his own views, someone who has a temper totally foreign to me. Somehow there's this comfort and happiness in me that he has matured, but on the other hand..i'm feeling sore that he no longer that one i used to care so much for..but maybe this is a vicious cycle in life.. Human relationships aren't meant to last, with the erroding of time.. it slowly seeks its way to a new body to seek solace..leaving you behind..totally unaware..until that day ..you are totally oblivious..and when you do realised..the change is irreversible..but dwelling too much on the past..doesn't change a single thing..change~
Another thing that strike me today is that the beauty in friendship isn't because they do everything together, or because they share all their joys and woes together but because they have a mutual understanding and they learn how to compromise..They need not do every thing together, yet they are still connected. That might be flaws in the opposite party but they learn how to accept it..friends don't just leave you just because you are different..they put aside the differences in action, speech and thinking..that's the beauty of friendship.. and because of that i realise i'm a best friend a person will have because i'm narrow minded..i see differences in thinking as a major issue..i find it a tedious job to take critisism and accept opinions from friends..its like a huge seed stuck in my throat..its very uncomfortable ! but to people who has managed to cross that barrier and love your friend solely because of who they are..cheers to you =)
Her name is CaSuarina..A quiet, demure, petite girl who doesn't like to get much attention..She's happy in her own world..Satisfied with the things she had. But as her name suggests..she had this void inside her that cannot be filled..CaSuarina's have thorns to protect itself whereas she kept to herself to prevent anyone from intruding into her world..
Looking dazed most of the time..most people couldn't understand her thoughts..her wants..not even her close friends.. they presumed she more of a introvert..never ever questioning..They had fun today each day..they saw her smile..once again they presumed she was happy..but sometimes assumptions don't turn out to be true..
¶ 7:31 PM
I looked at someone intensively today and i saw the drastic change in him. i wonder if its me or has he really changed into someone i can barely recognise? He's grown up, matured..from the little silly naive boy that i know..to someone who has his own views, someone who has a temper totally foreign to me. Somehow there's this comfort and happiness in me that he has matured, but on the other hand..i'm feeling sore that he no longer that one i used to care so much for..but maybe this is a vicious cycle in life.. Human relationships aren't meant to last, with the erroding of time.. it slowly seeks its way to a new body to seek solace..leaving you behind..totally unaware..until that day ..you are totally oblivious..and when you do realised..the change is irreversible..but dwelling too much on the past..doesn't change a single thing..change~
Another thing that strike me today is that the beauty in friendship isn't because they do everything together, or because they share all their joys and woes together but because they have a mutual understanding and they learn how to compromise..They need not do every thing together, yet they are still connected. That might be flaws in the opposite party but they learn how to accept it..friends don't just leave you just because you are different..they put aside the differences in action, speech and thinking..that's the beauty of friendship.. and because of that i realise i'm a best friend a person will have because i'm narrow minded..i see differences in thinking as a major issue..i find it a tedious job to take critisism and accept opinions from friends..its like a huge seed stuck in my throat..its very uncomfortable ! but to people who has managed to cross that barrier and love your friend solely because of who they are..cheers to you =)
Her name is CaSuarina..A quiet, demure, petite girl who doesn't like to get much attention..She's happy in her own world..Satisfied with the things she had. But as her name suggests..she had this void inside her that cannot be filled..CaSuarina's have thorns to protect itself whereas she kept to herself to prevent anyone from intruding into her world..
Looking dazed most of the time..most people couldn't understand her thoughts..her wants..not even her close friends.. they presumed she more of a introvert..never ever questioning..They had fun today each day..they saw her smile..once again they presumed she was happy..but sometimes assumptions don't turn out to be true..
¶ 7:31 PM
