The stars are far away
Monday, May 23, 2011
Yesterday Samuel went for a wedding. There was a phrase that was used in the wedding that struck him.
"This day I will marry my best friend,the one i laugh with, live for, dream with, love."
He came home and shared this with me. We looked at each other and smiled.
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Saturday, February 05, 2011
Saturday, October 02, 2010
Yesterday 334 called..
and the feelings all came back. A simple phonecall was all it took. He never fails to tug at the strings on my hearts.. I told him before that he's really special.. he really is. Who else can make me feel this way ? You don't have to do much but i feel so much inside.
Right now, both of us have our special someone beside us.. I want you to be happy 334 :) ¶ 3:12 PM
and the feelings all came back. A simple phonecall was all it took. He never fails to tug at the strings on my hearts.. I told him before that he's really special.. he really is. Who else can make me feel this way ? You don't have to do much but i feel so much inside.
Right now, both of us have our special someone beside us.. I want you to be happy 334 :) ¶ 3:12 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
This is not my story..
And it's true.. he decided he had enough, maybe he needs some time alone. He won't know if he will live to regret this decision since he's the one who decided to let go.
but now he knows.. Wanton was always her favourite. They used to get all hyped up eating wanton together. Now he doesn't eat wanton anymore..
and i always cry when i think about this. cause it hurts to do the things they used to do together. ¶ 1:41 AM
And it's true.. he decided he had enough, maybe he needs some time alone. He won't know if he will live to regret this decision since he's the one who decided to let go.
but now he knows.. Wanton was always her favourite. They used to get all hyped up eating wanton together. Now he doesn't eat wanton anymore..
and i always cry when i think about this. cause it hurts to do the things they used to do together. ¶ 1:41 AM
Monday, August 16, 2010
I'm at a new phase of my life now in both physical and mental sense. I withdrew from NTU (before they could kick me out LOL !!) and applied for Unisim and i got accepted ! I'm doing sociology with communications and it's going to be a 3 years thingy so i had better buck up. If everything goes well, i should be able to graduate by 2013 :) I'm already looking forward to graduation before the course starts. Most of my lessons are held at Singapore poly instead of SIM HQ. I personally prefer to attend lessons at Singapore poly as it is just beside the mrt station. So this is school for you. Oh i forgot to mention, dover is so much nearer than Pulau Nanyang.
On a happier note ( looks at bestie), I have finally let go of kbox after doing 2 years of full time and i'm now a part timer. I know most would prefer that i quit all together but i guess that there's some charm in that place. In a way, i saw another side of life where people had to struggle to make end meet. They come from all walks of life and some had very complicated background, involved in stuff i could never imagine myself doing. In a place where people were struggling for their lives, i felt alive. Of course the people there are nice too and very much family. Maybe that's the charm the place has- the people. I wonder if i can ever really leave the place.
And oh a even happiter note, there's someone new in my life now ( DON'T LAUGH).. and he has been very sweet. i don't deny that we had our fair share of arguments but i'm glad he always try to work things out with me even if i disapprove of the way he solves the problems. But loving someone has always been about loving and accepting thier flaws too, hasn't it? :)
I miss all the VIPs in my life. You know who you are.
Life's very real now, with all the ups and downs. But i'll enjoy the process of it cause i know God will always be with me. He has a plan for me.
Ps i'll try to update as often as possible ! :)
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On a happier note ( looks at bestie), I have finally let go of kbox after doing 2 years of full time and i'm now a part timer. I know most would prefer that i quit all together but i guess that there's some charm in that place. In a way, i saw another side of life where people had to struggle to make end meet. They come from all walks of life and some had very complicated background, involved in stuff i could never imagine myself doing. In a place where people were struggling for their lives, i felt alive. Of course the people there are nice too and very much family. Maybe that's the charm the place has- the people. I wonder if i can ever really leave the place.
And oh a even happiter note, there's someone new in my life now ( DON'T LAUGH).. and he has been very sweet. i don't deny that we had our fair share of arguments but i'm glad he always try to work things out with me even if i disapprove of the way he solves the problems. But loving someone has always been about loving and accepting thier flaws too, hasn't it? :)
I miss all the VIPs in my life. You know who you are.
Life's very real now, with all the ups and downs. But i'll enjoy the process of it cause i know God will always be with me. He has a plan for me.
Ps i'll try to update as often as possible ! :)
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